Why does cock look so good on a girl ? Pt.3

It suddenly occurred to me how my legs would look compared to these TS girls. I went to the chest and started with the Daisy Duke's cutoffs, pantyhose and the heels and the fit was a little tight but I got into it. It surprised me when I looked in the mirror just from the waist down. I immediately shaved the legs and cock, tried a miniskirt on that was too short to conceal a hard cock and I was in business. Pleasuring myself looking at the reflection of the girl cock that was modeling for me and made me hard and dripping pre-cum with a great orgasm realizing I had become a crossdresser. I was getting what I needed and I was providing this to myself and privately. What I didn't expect is that the newfound adventure was a stable one, it's progressive and it would grow uncontrollably and unpredictably choose it's own path finding the superior arousal and orgasms are addictive and you don't have any idea where it's taking you. Looking back at the request I denied my wife, I was a dumbass and regret that I didn't let her do to me what at times consider just paying a TS girl to do.I wish I had dressed up and let her fuck me. Best thing about it is that I would be free of guilt and fault in the act. I was just doing it because it was something she wanted. Lol