I am Hannah!

But when I was not seeing her my life continued as Robin. My father had been sober for some years now and my younger brother had moved away to Australia. In school I was studying to become a dentist and I did very well. In my free time I jogged and played soccer. Life couldn't be better except for one thing. Mary had been talking about it for a long time and I knew it needed to be done soon. I had to tell my father about my secret life. Of course I didn't want to, being afraid of what he might say. But in the same time I also knew it would be a good thing. I had to choose between Hannah and Robin.
This was a hard decision and I thought about it a lot. Being Robin I had accomplished many things in my life regarding school and other various things. Being Hannah I had become more social and less shy and lonely. To Mary that was a obvious choice, but she in the same time told me that I alone had to make that choice.
For some months I pondered about this, Mary always pushing me to make up my mind so eventually we set up a date for it. The day I turned 18 I was to choose and tell my father about me. Mary had liked the plan while I was slowly counting the days.
Luckily for me there were several weeks left for me to decide.
Me and Mary's meetings intensified, I think it was because she wanted me so to choose Hannah, but I didn't mind. In the end the decision were going to be made in the last minute I told myself.

In the middle of July, a week before my birthday. Mary wanted me to come over. My father were away on a business meeting so I took my time put on makeup and dressed myself appropriately. Mary had convinced me to keep some of my other clothes at home so I could visit her when her father was home. I had agreed to that and hid my clothes well under the floor of my wardrobe. This time I felt really dainty and put on some nail polish and curled my hair with a curler that I had bought. Happy with the result I took out a large purse and put my man-clothes in there together with my cell phone, a condom and a tube of lubricator. I put on a pair of 4½ inch high heel boots which I had ordered online. And hung the purse on my shoulder.