It feels like I haven't been used in ages. I'm too much of a scared sissy. I find guys from all over, talk, email, text sometimes. But when it really comes down to it I get too scared. I've been with this guy before, his cock is soda can thick and he's really rough. The day after my first encounter with him, I literally couldn't walk properly or sit down comfortably. It's exactly what I look for in a guy. Tall, muscular, dominant, big cock. Lately though, I've been dodging him. We agreed to meet this one time two weeks ago, I was really horny and constantly emailed him throughout the week. But when the night to meet him came, I chickened out. Scared he would fuck me too hard the next time we'd meet, I kept dodging him, giving him excuse after excuse... until tonight. I just can't take it. I need him, someone, anyone to put me in my place and make me feel like the little girl I am. And he's always available. Especially for his little Filipina hoe.
So here I am, waiting in my car for his call. I'm sitting in the back seat wearing a yellow polka-dot thong, frilly black fishnets, clear platform high heels, and a little black dress. I start to rub my little clit thinking about what is going to happen to me tonight. In my head I keep replaying a scene of me getting pummeled from behind by his big black cock, loving every second of it, telling him to rape me harder as I take it deep in my ass like a good girl. I start stroking, edging myself and then stopping. I do this a couple of times as doubt starts to fill my head. Is he going to come? I think to myself.
I get really sad in my head and begin to ask myself questions like, "Why am I such a stupid bitch, no one wants to use my worthless asshole."
I start thinking crazy thoughts, like just walking on the streets in my skimpy outfit until someone picks me up and really rapes me. Until finally, I receive a text from him.
"Come to front of door now and wait there."
My face lightens up as I hop out of my car and run in my heels towards the door waiting for him, fixing myself up and hiding my little clit, tucking it under my sexy thong.