Dear Diary

The deal was that until I turned 18 I would learn from her other girls how to dress and walk and a million other things. Until I was 18 I was off limits for sex but she told me she would introduce me to erotic upper body massage and that I was free to masturbate all I wanted afterwards. At the age of 18 I would make a final decision and undergo surgeries costing up to 50,000 or more. I would be under contract and work for her as a dominatrix until it was paid off and then for three more years where the money would be a split and banked for my future.

I would also have my own kinky website once I the surgeries were complete and become a fetish porn star. She asked me if I could make men suck my dick as I insulted them. "Men see shemales to be forced to do that". I told her I could and then she asked me if I was turned on by shemales. I blushed bright red and admitted I was.

"Welcome to the family"!

03/29/2001

We all have the day off today. Boston is having an early spring Blizzard and no clients will call this day. I have never seen it snow like this in my life and it is just so pretty outside. For the first time since my mom died I feel like I am loved. There are two other "girls" here named Cindy and Kathy and they are shemales. Cindy is a pro dominatrix but is submissive to Aunt Sandy and Kathy in real life and like to dress in pink satin and plays pretend a lot. Cindy likes to be a bad little girl! She is a blonde with DD breasts and face like a Barbie doll and I am really attracted to her. Kathy is a total dominatrix and even Aunt Sandy submits to her when she feels like she has been a bad slut! They are both very sweet to me and are already like the sisters I never had.

I am all made up today in a long blonde wig, very slutty make up and a pink satin party dress with pink satin bloomers and long gloves with a pretty ribbon in my hair. I am nowhere near as pretty as the other girls but Aunt Sandy told me that when the surgeries are complete I would look like a girl she showed me on the web named Cindy Margolis but with bigger boobs and an extra working part!