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Andy In Pantyhose
He had the house to himself for a few hours. Andy slid his older sister Kelly's taupe nylon pantyhose slowly up his nice, smooth legs, wriggled them up around his narrow boyish waist the band snapping in place. His penis was so stiff against the wispy fabric! He sighed happily. Sitting down on ... Read full Story
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HOW MY AUNT AND SISSY NEPHEW CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER! (fictional
It was the very first night of my month long North Carolina July summer vacation stay when my Aunt Meg suddenly entered the bedroom that I was temporarily sharing with my younger cousin Rudy. Being so openly effeminine in his body language,voice and looks, I had already planted such dirty thoughts ... Read full Story
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Sissy Experience - Episode 1: The Beginning
Hello All, Hope you’re all doing well!! This story narrates the beginning of my crossdressing and sissy adventures. Before I begin I’ll tell you somethings about my family. We are a family of four consisting of me, mom, dad and an elder sister. I am currently 20 years old and in college. My da... Read full Story
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Uncle's slutboy: the attack of the black men
On the way home from Grandpa would I through a park. Or I would not. but the road outside was sooo long and I felt frankly a bit sore and spent in the ass after being violated by gramps. so I shortcut through the park. After all it was not that bad. Not like those dank places without light and a lot... Read full Story
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My cross dressing journey
I am a man who likes to cross dress, currently single and living alone in Beijing. I like to dress up as a woman and go out, passing through every street, entering nearby shopping malls and supermarkets, as well as the women's restroom inside, and live streaming on a live streaming platform. I also ... Read full Story
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Mommies little sissy slut
I have been crossdressing for years now not known to my mother (or so I thought). she is the only person I live with at the moment. when she was going to be out for a few hours I went to her underwear drawer and inside was the most sexy, silky, feminine underwear set I had ever seen complete with ca... Read full Story
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Bi Pantyhose Passion
I've had a Pantyhose Fetish for over 30 years now, and love wearing them on a daily basis. But back in the summer of 1995, I suffered a heat stroke, and almost died, when I recovered, I vowed I would stop fantasizing, and live out these dreams and fantasies. I had been masturbating while dress... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut and Stepdads part 2
My mother kicked Frankie out and swore that he was the last loser she would ever date. She believed that we were still having sex, and she was right. Pure raw animal lust drove us, and It was even better when we sneaked and got. That nervous adrenaline mixed with my passion and made me super horny a... Read full Story
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How I Became Chrissy the Caged Sissy
I am a sissy, or femboy, or tgurl, or shemale? Well either way I like wearing female clothes and being treated like a girl, especially in the bedroom, and now I also like being locked up in a chastity cage that I wear 24/7 now. This is the story of how I became a caged sissy: "Put it on and ... Read full Story
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HOW ONE PEEPING TOM MORNING TURNED ME INTO A SHEMALE SISSY BITCH
It was while cutting across his back trailer park lawn around 7pm on misty July Saturday evening, when I first discovered that Mr. Parker was really a fag. How else could you describe a man wearing a long blonde wig on his head while below he wore only a large somehow stuffed pink lacey woman's bra ... Read full Story
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Slutty Sissy's 2 Loves
Tonight was young and I was already hot and bothered, my ass-pussy was on fire, and I could hardly wait for Bob and John to come over. I had invited them over to fulfill those erotic dreams I am constantly having about the two of them using me like a tool, and I wanted that so bad. I fantasized abou... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 3
Before the audience at Aunt Jane’s house, Bella cowered before the man, who gently put his hand behind her head and pressed against her soft hair as he coaxed the sweet pale complexion of her pretty face and pink lips toward his stiff and excited member. The man so wanted to slap Bella’s... Read full Story
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Sissy Maddie's New Apartment Gangbang
I’d just moved into the big city. Me on my own in a cheap apartment block. The flat was nothing special by any means, and the room next to mine seemed to be noisy with parties. But I was glad to be on my own. I had almost finished unpacking my belongings when I came across my stash of female clothi... Read full Story
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A Natural Sissy Part 4
The Next Day I was up early, and called to set up a surgery for Stacy’s breast enhancement. The hormones were working but his tits seemed to have stopped growing at a B cup. I wanted him really top heavy. At least a D cup, maybe a DD. I let the exhausted sissy sleep. As I was finishing u... Read full Story
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2nd date with Latina Sissy Destiny
So this was my second time with Destiny, a really cool Latina CD/Sissy who had just turned 22. You might want to read my first goaround with her title, “Deflowering Latina Sissy Destiny” as it will give background and context here. After our first encounter, she signaled that she was definitely... Read full Story
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LE NOUVEAU SISSY CLUB ⚧️ ⚧️
Il y a de nombreuses années, lorsque Craigslist était populaire pour les rencontres et les rencontres sexuelles, j'aimais lire les publicités. Je suis tombé sur une annonce dans la rubrique "Hommes à la recherche d'hommes". Il s'intitulait "Sissy Club Forming". Le titre m'a intrigué et quand j'ai cl... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 4
After an exhausting evening Bella was made to wait at the door and humbly kiss the guests as they left; some of the males groping her pretty arse as they departed. She was glad of the alcohol she had been treated to as this masked from her the ugliness of some of the brutes she had been forced to en... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 11
Whilst Bella showered, Ellen and Sandy went down to the poolside to ready some ice and bottles for drinks later; there was Bella’s phone, Ellen tapped in the number to her own phone, and also took down someone else’s number. Ellen smiled wickedly. “I have a very sweet idea, but ... Read full Story
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Sissy Crissi Chapter 1
Chapter 1 -- One Dreamy Night Like most Friday nights, my roommate Erika would be gone tonight. She and her new boyfriend, Leroy, were taking off for a private weekend. Erika and I had met about two years prior, when we were introduced by a mutual friend. Being fresh off a divorce, I was in need ... Read full Story
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The sissy dreams
Everyday I wake up in a state , halfway between a happy sissy and a closeted white boy. My mind is constantly trapped in that state. Suffering in silence, the people in my life seem to be oblivious to it, I have it well hid. 48 years of fist fights and weed, long hair and leather coats, Oilfield job... Read full Story
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club
"Can you wear a dress tonight?" "I can't crossdress in public, I'm not 'out' and don't want to be seen that way." "That's okay. We're going to a gay-only club that has a drag queen show tonight, so you'd fit right in." "Cool, but I'll have to change when we get there." "Awesome! See you tonight!... Read full Story
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Becomming a Sissy Slut
Sandy's Life My name is Sandy Johnson. I chose that name 35 years ago because I like Sandy and I knew a hot female with the last name Johnson. I first remember finding my mothers underclothes in the bathroom closet. We she and my Dad would go out I could go in the bathroom and put her slip on and f... Read full Story
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SISSY MAID À MAMAN ET SŒUR
Quand j’ai commencé l’université, à 18 ans, je me souviens d’avoir volé au moins trois paires de culottes et un soutien-gorge dans la lessive de ma sœur. Elle avait trois ans de plus que moi, et toujours si secrète sur ses voies. Elle a passé beaucoup de temps à l’école étant donné qu’elle était sur... Read full Story
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The Accidental Sissy
My girlfriend and I live in an apartment in small town in Texas. She a good looking 31 year old babe with a great body and sex drive to match. My girlfriend, Suzy is full figured but not fat, just a big girl and I love every inch of her. Me, I'm 6', 185, starting to put on a little of that middl... Read full Story
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My Awkward Phase
My Awkward Phase ©Alexandra Rios 2019 The greatest lie is that what happens in high school doesn't matter, because life begins in college. I pretended to agree, although I never believed it, for I was the world's greatest liar. Wannabees I was hanging out with my friends Quinn, Barb and Anne ... Read full Story
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My story, more or less pt.3
Earlier on, when I was scouring through various drawers and closets for feminine clothes in my home I have stumbled upon two old skipping ropes. "A fun time" I thought to myself, not giving them another look and continuing with my search. Little did I know they would become the backbone of my "sessi... Read full Story
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One night Transtand ;)
One Night Transtand By BalkanMan990 Published on Lush Stories on 05 Oct 2019 I had no idea she was a trans.. I didn't stop kissing or fondling her when I found out. I went out for a drink at one of the many bars at Croatia,where my girlfriend Sabina and I were staying.Sabina and I had been drin... Read full Story
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My story, more or less Pt.1
I always knew I was different. I enjoyed playing with dolls and being around girls, I felt safe and in my place. When I got my first smartphone I have discovered porn, and boy was it an adventure! I have watched every type you can think of, but eventually I settled on shemales, the perfect cross ... Read full Story
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Unconditional Love Chapter 8
After a two' hour nap, Alison and I awoke and the first thing we did was make our way to the bathroom to freshen up. I started up the hot water and climbed into the shower and' once she finished relieving her bladder Allie climbed in with me under the hot water and we embraced each other. We kiss... Read full Story
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Samantha sissy TGTF
Theme and genre of the story: The genre is about gender bender, futanari, gay, physical transformations of the body, magic and biology, the kink in particular that must excite in the story is the perversion of the transformation of the body and mind through a magical element that manipulates biol... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 4
Meeting my other teacher By FoxyHosed Next morning as I woke up, I jumped in my clothes and got myself a coffee, and went to school. I got in 15 minutes early because I didn't want to run into Karen. As I entered the door to the school, I saw some of my classmates. I thought the coast was clea... Read full Story
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A Religious Experience
A Religious Experience by Sabrina G. Langton *Stories from the real world 2 This story is kinda autobiographical. I was twenty-two in 1987. You couldn't just order anything you wanted on the computer, with no social interaction, and get whatever you wanted. You had to go out in the real w... Read full Story
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Daniel, Dani, Dana
After an hour of some hot steamy role playing online I got up from my computer. This newest and best chat friend ever was helping me enjoy this private time more than ever. My feminine alter ego seemed to flourish and delight when I spent time with him in chat. Wearing a little more risque under thi... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 5
The Bus Station By FoxyHosed I looked around, but no one was there. It was dark and pretty cold night outside. I felt the air blowing around and up my pantyhose encased legs and ass. Mmmm nice. I started walking to the bus stop a few blocks further down from the school. I felt very attractive g... Read full Story
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Beginning of my Bi Life
Well It's all Started When I Was at 13 or may be 14 years old. I began to watch porn and reading porn comics and began to masturbate. I wasn't getting much privacy at my home so I was staying at my school even after my classes was over and when everyone was busy at after school Sport hours I masturb... Read full Story
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My shopping trip to San fransico with nucle jim pa
That night at dinner uncle Jim told my mom that he had to go to the city to pick up some film and things for his dark room. He ask if I could go along with him. My mom said yes that I could go. We would be leaving around 8 and that was fine with her. She did not go to work till 12 because she worked... Read full Story
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The man who found the girl trapped inside
cry to him instead of hiding it... and as a 3rd graders, kids thought that throwing away a paper with bad grade on it makes the failure disappear yet the parents got detailed progress reports bi weekly... I had a confusing year as a 3rd grader i would go to the local recreation center with my frie... Read full Story
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Mis inicios y los vecinos mirones.
Hola chicas, mi nombre es Sandra, recuerdo que en secundaria era de los primeros que tenía computadora e internet por lo que me inicie viendo las primeras páginas porno, algo que me gustaba mucho era ver a las chicas vestidas con minifaldas, pantimedias y tacones. Tenia cierta atracción hacia las pr... Read full Story
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Uncle sweet Lover
Uncle Barney called me this morning and wanted me to keep my evening free. He wanted to meet me at the motel with a surprise for me. I was so excited and could hardly wait. I had to decide on something to wear, but when I thought about it, I realized that I wanted to wear something special. He would... Read full Story
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dominated by parent's friend
I was 18 & around at a friend of my dad's house sitting for him when he arrived home earlier than expected. He told me he would drop me home until I mentioned that nobody was there until a few hours later so I'd have to stay there. A smirk came over his face at the mention of that & he quickly sugge... Read full Story
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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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The Farm
“See you Sunday, baby,” said Marcus Jenkins to his wife, Tasha. “Alright! Have a good day at work,” the wireless phone company retail store manager smiled. “Love you, Kobe! Love you, Tiara,” the wastewater plant operator said to his offspring. “Love you, too, daddy,” the youngsters rang out in un... Read full Story
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Cross dressing Aunt
CD Aunt Well, my uncle was a crossdresser, but the group is Aunt CD, so it is all kind of confusing. Back in the mid 80's I was fresh out of high school and was offered to spend the Summer with my uncle in TX, he was only 10 years older than I and was offering to let me stay with him so I could work... Read full Story
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A Downtown Moment
I had reason to head downtown for a meeting with some industry colleagues and after my meeting I dropped in to see a friend of mine who I used to work with. Loretta and I worked together for about a year on similar project as contract workers, I moved on to other things and she stayed with the compa... Read full Story
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Regina's scary, and sexy Blind Date
I had just finished doing my makeup, finally deciding which blush to use, and I thought I had some time for my meditation. However, Mr. Cobb was early. The gold minidress I wore showed enough legs, ass and tits to make any man horny, and the strappy tanned five-inch sandals, made me feel majestic ... Read full Story
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Emily's First Daddy
This is a story how a curious male can become a sissy slut seemingly overnight. So I was in an online adult chat just talking with random people and happened to mentioned where I live. Then all of sudden, I got a message from a man calling himself bear daddy. He introduced himself and said he was ... Read full Story
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LA CRÉATION DE MONICA ⚧️ ⚧️
Je savais. En regardant en arrière maintenant, je me rends compte que j'ai toujours su. Je n'ai jamais rien fait à ce sujet, jusqu'à ce que je sois prêt mentalement, émotionnellement et physiquement. Je suis né Matthew J. Smith au milieu des années 70 en Amérique centrale aux États-Unis. J'ai grandi... Read full Story
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Two CD's the first time we meet.....
We are meeting for the first time since talking online. I want to dress for you gurl, I want to feel as you do, I want to be your slut, your slave of desire. My panties are a sheer white, my hard cock can be seen ever so pressing against them, I rub myself for you as you watch, drooling now. Hand... Read full Story
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My uncle
The other day I was dressing up in my sisters tight little black dress, I know I'm passable bit I had no idea how much... Well anyway I always heard I would look like my sister if I had a dress on and believe me I did. So on this day I had some free time, or so I thought... I spent the day procurrin... Read full Story
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Uncles Ranch
My Uncles Ranch Its late May and school is getting out for summer break finally next year marks the start of college but who cares about that. I’m excited to do the basic summer fun like hangout with my friends go to movies and of course get in touch with my shemale side. When I get home my parents... Read full Story
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Beginnings
While here I am, totally in the mood, dressed up, and a dildo up my ass. Now is the perfect opportunity to write the first signs on this behavior and the moment that actually started off this little escapade. So lets start with childhood. At first there was nothing worth mentioning, but just as a... Read full Story
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The Zodiac Coins: Libra
2400 YEARS AGO... He was a humble shepherd. It was night and the flocks were sleeping. As he gazed at the stars, he saw a shooting star. He knew it was a portent of some kind, but was not mystic enough to know what. A little while later he saw another shooting star and guessed that wha... Read full Story
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Tea-Girl's Repeat Performance
It was the last night before my girlfriend was due back from the Hen Night she was on, and I had already washed her clothes from my previous day's fun with the electricity meter reader, during which I made a mess of her satin thongs, pantyhose and white body-tight top. I wanted to relax, with a bott... Read full Story
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A Shock at the Adult Theatre
I am very often thursdays in the adult theatre, because stylde crossdresser have free entrance at this day. I used to go there by public transportations, because I have no car. In the rear area of the shop we are able to change our clothes and to style up and storing our bags in a locker. About a... Read full Story
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Lady Regina
I know that many say that I I’m a coward because I am comfortable living in the closet as a part time female and not expressing my special female side completely. My friends all tell me to go out and have fun and not worry about what people say or think. In spite of that, and because of the prudish... Read full Story
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The Slippery Slope (Cont. from Beginnings)
As this is a continuation of the story from my last post, i will very quickly just mention the time and event that triggered this downward spiral into my sissyhood. It was in the middle of college, totally moved on from my previous escapades that i brushed off at the time as "experimentation&... Read full Story
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