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My first time getting a big cock in my ass
I got talking with a relatively local guy, much older than us, but had a thick 8.5" uncut cock, which was perfect for what I wanted to watch enter my Mrs. Our messages went something like this... Me "Did you want to meet up first?" Him "If you want" Me "We'll chat about a plan, then I'll... Read full Story
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SISSY AWAKENING
- Trou de gloire du sex-shop - "Hey bébé, quand est-ce que tu rentres à la maison?" le message texte bourdonnait doucement. Sortant discrètement le téléphone de ma poche, je tape "Même heure que d'habitude, juste après 5 heures, pourquoi... quoi de neuf ?" C'est mon amante Sarah, ma meilleu... Read full Story
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bi to sissy caught and turned
It was during a Wednesday nite supper this past April when Penny my wife of seven years, suddenly looked me straight in the eyes while calling me a GAY COCKSUCKER ! Instantly while I swallowed hard and quickly looked away from her, my worse dreaded fears in life had somehow just become reality! So ... Read full Story
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The sissy dreams
Everyday I wake up in a state , halfway between a happy sissy and a closeted white boy. My mind is constantly trapped in that state. Suffering in silence, the people in my life seem to be oblivious to it, I have it well hid. 48 years of fist fights and weed, long hair and leather coats, Oilfield job... Read full Story
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Ein etwas anderes Grillfest 31.07.24
Am 31.07. wollten wir eigentlich ein geiles Grillfest in der Ruine Anwil feiern. Leider machte Petrus kurzfristig nicht mit, so dass wir bei Andrea Obdach fanden. Nach und nach fanden alle Gäst:innen bei Andrea ein. Andrea begutachtete, als gute Gastgeber:in, die mitgebrachten Würste, während der G... Read full Story
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"SISSIFIED": 12 JOURS DE SISSY-MAS
JOUR 1: mardi 25 C'était le matin de Noël quand j'ai entendu frapper à ma porte, ce qui était, bien sûr, très étrange à dix heures du matin. À midi, j'allais chez ma famille pour Noël, et j'avais rarement des visiteurs inattendus. Toujours dans ma robe, je me dirigeai vers la porte et fus s... Read full Story
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SISSY COLLEGE
Mathématiques Bienvenue au Chester College : un collège exclusif pour garçons de sixième année qui accueille de jeunes hommes talentueux de tout le pays âgés de 18 ans et plus. Les étudiants postulent depuis les coins les plus reculés du pays pour avoir la chance de faire partie de l'environn... Read full Story
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Young Sissy Chapter 1
I don't know how long I was under...days, weeks...who knows, maybe even months. Reality blurred with nightmares as I felt my flesh being cut into by cold scalpels and stuck with needles, filling me with horribly persuasive dreams of a beautiful new body. I tried to imagine myself as a man, just to s... Read full Story
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First fuck in public ;)
You’re only wearing a coat, I find a place where, I can kiss you then slide my hand between the flaps of your coat. I expose your breasts and slide my hand down across your tummy down to your pussy. My fingers start to explore your soft bush, working there way to your soft pink lips surrounding your... Read full Story
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DE BRO À SISSY ⚧️ ⚧️
Mon ami Magnus et moi nous sommes connus presque toute notre vie. Nous nous sommes rencontrés en pré-maternelle, quand nous vivions à un pâté de maisons et demi l'un de l'autre. Nos familles étaient proches et nous avons grandi côte à côte. Nous nous connaissions depuis si longtemps; nous nous appel... Read full Story
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Ma femme et maintenant elle va me transformer en Sissy
Karen et moi sommes mariés depuis 28 ans. Nous avons eu nos hauts et nos bas, mais nous sommes restés fidèles et avons produit deux excellents sexe en conséquence. J'ai toujours été secrètement bi. J'ai été pris au piège de quelques accessions, mais j'ai résisté aux tempêtes et j'ai visité des relat... Read full Story
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What I like
I like cum from cocks, a copious creampie dripping from a pussy, or licked off a warm body. I'm an older guy but I'm still fit, active and horny all the time. I like to masturbate while looking at porn with a prostate stimulator up my ass, wearing nipple clamps and a cock ring after smoking some pot... Read full Story
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How I became a sissy
So it all started from answering a random craigslist posting that didn't even have a picture. I was off work and horny so I was cruising the ads and I came across a Cross dressing married dom and his wife looking for a sub. I was no stranger to the lifestyle and it intrigued me so I began to write a... Read full Story
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag 2: At the Apartment
This is Part 2 to the article I wrote called "Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club." In that story I explained how I am 41 but look, feel and sound younger, that I shave myself smooth and like dressing in gurly panties and other female clothes to be a sissy femboy for older guys. A guy I met on ... Read full Story
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lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops
Frenzied lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops; between dream and reality I had never fantasized of a manly man, even after offering my virginity; to a fabulous sissy. Before my new Era, my fantasy preferences were always with glabrous he-she’s, same about my relationships after… BUT BUT BUT… My last t... Read full Story
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A Night of Makeup, Cock and Cum
It was all I could do not to accept. After all, it's been a fantasy of mine for years. When given the opportunity, I had to go for it. I had been surfing the internet for crossdressers, shemales, transvestites and transsexuals. The idea of a hot woman with a cock had always turned me on. Further,... Read full Story
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My First Night of Being a Sissy Cumdump
Well I first started dressing when I was about 14. One thing that I always noticed is that putting on slutty clothes makes me an absolute whore for cock and cum. Throughout High School I dressed in my alone time but never acted on my slutty urges from fear of being caught by my parents. When I moved... Read full Story
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How I Became the Sissy Slut
It all started when I was about 11. I was a very petite and short and had long straight brown hair with whispy bangs as a child. I was often mistaken for a girl. I have a sister who was 6 years older than me about my size she used to dress pretty sexy with the tight jeans and the skin tight sailor b... Read full Story
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Booty call :)
Your cock pounds my ass harder, my cheeks rippling with every deep thrust you give. The sounds of our moans and your balls slapping as you fuck me hard is suddenly broken by the ringing of your phone........... And you wake up. It's 2:30am and I've just finished work. As arranged, I'm giving... Read full Story
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sex-agenarian's onanic lust
An onanic lust of a sex-agenarian that I am; I'M IN BIG HEAT; it's the season of bodily reunions in nature... I'm like an elephant(e) waiting to be satisfied. My cloaca is starting to titillate at the mere sight (look hah!) of a guy's swollen crotch on the street... I activated all my sensors to sa... Read full Story
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A Sissy (S)exercise Fantasy
I stopped going to the gym about six months ago, when money got tight and I had to find ways to reduce my expenses. I usually don't get to the gym much in the spring or summer months anyway, so it was an easy expense to cut. I hate going into the office all sweaty, so I avoid working out in the morn... Read full Story
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Sucking cocks, a curiosity Part 2
One night, I got horny and decided to use my dildo. Not for any ass play, just to satisfy my blowjob curiosity. Anyway. I started watching some blowjob videos. My cock was getting hard. So I grabbed the dildo with my left hand and started stroking it as I stroked my cock with my right hand. I was ge... Read full Story
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The Big Tiddy Goth Girl
Hannah and I went to the pool in my apartment complex. This was my first time dressed as female in public and I was loving my new, feminine tan lines. To keep a long story short, while tanning we were perv'd on and approached by a guy calling himself Mark. He was desperate for our attention and fumb... Read full Story
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Birth of a New Sissy Part 1 Encounter
I met Jeff one day at the nearby tennis courts. I could never have imagined what the result of that meeting would be. I suppose I should tell you a bit about me. I'm a happily married 34 year old. About average in most respects. A little spare tire trying to form around the middle but in decent ... Read full Story
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New Job, New Life as as Sissy Slut
I was nearing my thirtieth birthday and times were getting tough financially. I had gotten laid off from my job and was collecting unemployment and doing some part-time work helping out friends with odd jobs. One of them suggested that I look into cleaning houses. I've always been very neat and peop... Read full Story
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Sissy's Cherry Got Popped!
S)heplacement- Definition- Any sissy male that is willing to take the place, or replace any woman who is not properly taking care of their man inside or outside the bedroom... These gu(y)rls will make sure their makeup and lipstick is just right, their lingerie is matching, and that they are always ... Read full Story
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Threesome for Desi
After months of looking for someone to join us for a threesome, we finally found someone and he is coming over tonight. We are all going to meet at your place so I get over there right after work to get ready. We both take a shower and get dressed before he arrives. We sit on the couch together as w... Read full Story
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Big Dick Alessia Visits Dallas
Alessia Hung Mature MILF travels to visit a Big Dicked Man and his Sexy Household If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, BBWs, big clits, deep throat, fisting, 69, ass fucking, sounding, piercing, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don't bother reading. If you fav... Read full Story
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Black Man Becomes A Sissy Maid
My name is Anderson James Crawford. I'm a big and tall young Black man living in the City of Ottawa, Province of Ontario. I presently attend Carleton University, where I'm studying Criminal Law. I originally hail from the City of Atlanta, Georgia. Yeah, there are African-Americans living in the Conf... Read full Story
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Lover Delight
Lover's Delight Ebony was a delight for Brian… and Lovers Delight is what the guys called Ebony down at the local. She was a hot babe that everyone wanted but Brian was the one she chose as her full time lover and friend. She knew how to please him and he knew how to tease her and what ... Read full Story
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Passionate Sex with a Beautiful Shemale
a man and his shemale lover get down to business Will led Sarah by the hand into his bedroom. He closed the door as they entered and pulled her towards him. He placed his hands around her, caressing her toned stomach as he slightly nibbled on her earlobe. He could feel her trembling in his arms. Sa... Read full Story
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Sucking cock, a curiosity. Part 1
I've been a straight man since forever. I've also been into sex and porn since I was young. And my fetishes always involved tits and big asses. Any kind of tit play turned me on. Still does. When I was 14, I saw a porno and watched tittyfucking for the first time. It turned me on so much, ... Read full Story
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Tits and Cock
I had always wanted to fuck a shemale. The idea of a hot chick with a huge thick cock really turned me on. I called an escort service and asked for a lady with something extra. About and hour and a half later my doorbell rang. I open the door and there stood a tall curvy beauty, must have been six f... Read full Story
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Being Curious Has Big Rewards
I was brought up believing that men were not supposed to have sex together. The thought of this taboo type of sex was always made me curious. When I was 18 or 19, I visited an adult book store, just because I was horny and wanted to get a magazine that showed people getting fucked so I would have... Read full Story
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A Picture Perfect Sissy
"Holly, hold your breasts up. That's it honey. Squeeze the nipples between your fingers. Make them hard for me, sweetie." Jason lifted and pushed his soft breasts together, squeezed the small dark nipples, and hurriedly looked up to see if what he was doing was okay. He really wanted wh... Read full Story
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A Sissy's Wish List
Boys, boys, boys. First off, let me tell you that I have a butt plug shoved so deep in my little tranny pussy right now. That might help to explain how depraved I might sound. I really need some cock in my ass right now! I am sitting here stroking my tiny little tranny clit right now thinking of how... Read full Story
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College project surprise
So this story happened while I was still in college and remains without doubt, the craziest, most exciting experience of my life. So I the story begins one day when I walking to class. I went to a big university so my walk was quite long, and the first 1/3 was just through off our campus housin... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut and Stepdads part 2
My mother kicked Frankie out and swore that he was the last loser she would ever date. She believed that we were still having sex, and she was right. Pure raw animal lust drove us, and It was even better when we sneaked and got. That nervous adrenaline mixed with my passion and made me super horny a... Read full Story
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My TV Sex Adventures Hot time in the Gurl&#
After sucking off the custodian of the offices next door I went back to the club. I was seriously disappointed. I loved how big and hard his dick was and I really wanted a serious cock like his to fuck. I got back into the club with only a knowing grin and a chuckle from the guy at the door. He was... Read full Story
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Catching up with the biggest cock
I have recently written with an account from my diary about the biggest cock that I’ve ever seen and someone saw the experience and wanted to know more as I had said that I met him a few times. So, I can bring that right up to date now because I have recently been to see him again. But let me go bac... Read full Story
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My way to shemale sex
It all started with porn. 10 years ago, i was watching porn on my bed, jerking off watching a girl sucking a big cock. I looked at my cock and started wondering what that beautiful peace of meat tasted like. After a few moments of hesitation, my curiosity took over and i put my back against the wall... Read full Story
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Girl from Uncle
Tonight, I have to tell it all. It’s no secret that my uncle and I had a very special bond he had been eyeing me with those adventurous eyes from the time that I was 14 years old. And frankly I enjoy his ogling. I could feel my nipples get so hard when he looked through me with those alert and spark... Read full Story
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Police House Call
My heart was beating a mile a minute when I heard the knock on my door. I was hoping that it might be Beau, or Larry, or if I’m lucky it would be Tom Cobb. He asked me to call him Tommy. I had been thinking about him recently. Bo and I had banged the night before, but I was as horny as ever. Larry w... Read full Story
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I had park sex with three HUNG black guys after dark !
So last night, I had sex with three black guys at a park last night as of writing today. This happened at midnight. But, let’s reverse and start from the beginning…. I left my house because I was feeling a little frisky and if anyone knows what sniffles app is , if you know , ..you know! So a hot sp... Read full Story
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Big Surpise In Small Package
It was a Friday night and I was extremely horny and just my luck my girlfriend was out of town, but I wasn't horny for her I was craving cock. I knew I was bi for a long time and loved to have a nice hard cock to play with every once in awhile. So I decide to call my girlfriend to tell her I was goi... Read full Story
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Afternoon Delight Chapter 2
The week was very busy getting ready for the party. All of Auntie's staff was invited, plus several students and professors that I didn't know. Well, this presented me with a small problem: Not all of them knew I was transsexual. I asked Auntie if I could wear a wrap skirt in order not to freak anyb... Read full Story
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Being Barbi's Bitch
After ten wasted years of foolishly trusting in love to 'cure' me of my femininity, I had only just begun to re-embrace the sissy inside me when something made me reach out to an old friend. What made me do it, I really don't know. Although I was once again revelling in even the smallest aspects of ... Read full Story
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Feminized By My Mother Chapter 2
My mom was staying in as were Jen's parents so we parked on a dark road and made out while I fingered her. Her panties were absolutely drenched when I was finished, and she rubbed her hand inside them and used her pussy juice to jerk me off, I spurted all over my pants and she laughed. "I ho... Read full Story
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Sissify Your Boyfriend Manual - transation
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My Awkward Phase
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 12
We woke up many hours later, still intertwined, my morning wood throbbing as Ellie slid inside my panties and wrapped her hand around it. This was a much better way to wake up than usual, and we proceeded to have a really relaxed slow fuck. She reached a much more low key orgasm but I knew I wouldn’... Read full Story
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MY Party Favor Fantasy
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Threesome goes clubbing
Ft. Lauderdale is probably the most LGBT friendly city on the east coast. So many nice restaurants and clubs that welcome all and have many LGBT employees as well. Lydia and I have been married several months, we had met Joanne an absolute amazing transgender girl during a weekend trip to the Baha... Read full Story
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DATES NUITS
My wife, Denise, and I have been happily married for over 10 years. Over the years, we have enjoyed a vibrant and adventurous sex life. As we've grown in our marriage, we have become very open and honest about our sexual fantasies and desires. Through the years, we have come to realize that my w... Read full Story
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Debbie Part 2
There were no clocks and no windows in the dungeon, so Debbie (as she thought of herself after a long night of pain, lust and confused thoughts) couldn't really tell that it was morning. But she assumed it was morning when Mistress came back. Debbie's walk was still perfect even after walking around... Read full Story
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Permanent Stay in Mastersville Part 5
When I woke up, I was so sore that I could hardly move. My body was a mass of pain and as I removed the blanket, I saw how bruised and ugly all the abuse had made me. The sight of my battered body made me sob with self-pity. I lay quietly waiting for Master to arrive. I didn't feel rested, but at le... Read full Story
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