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Wie sich schlagartig mein Sex Leben änderte... Teil 1
ich war nun schon einige Zeit heimlicher Crossdresser. Nie wurde ich von meiner Freundin erwischt, auch wenn es manchmal wirklich knapp war! Ich hatte ein sicheres Versteck für meine schönen Sachen und meine Sextoys und konnte hin und wieder meine geheime Neigung ausleben wenn sie nicht da war.Trotz... Read full Story
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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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When Fantasy Comes True 2
After my first threesome encounter with Jenni and her friend, getting a golden shower from three trans women was a bonus. Being drunk and now four of us snuggled in bed, i thought the night had ended but i did hope for more. I was not disappointed as Jenni's friend (Sasha) who had been sleeping d... Read full Story
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Sex in the kitchen with my hubby's friend - a cop
Ever since my wedding last year, I enjoy a great time with my hubby who loves me so much and takes care of me so much. Since he is married and having another family, he doesn’t stay with me all the time, but comes and stays at least 2 or 3 days in a month and we literally celebrate those nights wit... Read full Story
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The colossus and me
The colossus and me... step by step towards completion (1) When my phone rang I was watching the World’s news in TV, only tragedies. It was Lina (cf. my previous story) on the phone. The colossus with an angel heart and an elephant dick. She was in my town for business. And without her saying ano... Read full Story
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Tommy Tries to Make It Up
Tommy Tries to Make It Up I have written about Tommy before. He was the eighteen year old neighbor that always stared at me checking me out, basically eye fucking me and that made me so hot and horny I eventually took his virginity and trained up on being a great lover. Well he had moved out... Read full Story
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College project surprise
So this story happened while I was still in college and remains without doubt, the craziest, most exciting experience of my life. So I the story begins one day when I walking to class. I went to a big university so my walk was quite long, and the first 1/3 was just through off our campus housin... Read full Story
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David to Dee
"Dave," she purred, "you know you can tell me anything. Surely you know you can trust me not to judge you by your fantasies." He was squirming under her touch, his eyes tightly shut, trying to avoid telling her his deepest secrets on the one hand, and on the other, hoping beyo... Read full Story
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Masturbation fantasies: Amanda, queen of the peep show
A guy visits a peep show with unexpected results. As he gets to watch a girl with something special, he discovers his hidden desires. This story contains: peep show – voyeur – gloryhole - fake tits – group masturbation – male masturbation – shemale – frottage - titfucking When William finall... Read full Story
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lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops
Frenzied lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops; between dream and reality I had never fantasized of a manly man, even after offering my virginity; to a fabulous sissy. Before my new Era, my fantasy preferences were always with glabrous he-she’s, same about my relationships after… BUT BUT BUT… My last t... Read full Story
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Pa-mie sex-agénaire
Luxure frénétique d’une pa-mie sex-agénaire; entre rêve et réalité Je n’avais jamais fantasmé de mec viril, même après avoir offert ma virginité; mais à une fabuleuse sissy. Avant mon Ѐre, mes préférences de fantasmes étaient toujours avec des lui-femme glabres, idem concernant mes relations d’aprè... Read full Story
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Masturbation fantasies 2: Looking for Amanda
Previously: William, a young lawyer who has no luck with women, decide he needs some relief from a live girl. Scared of going with a prostitute, he decides to try out a peep show first. Without knowing that the stripper he chose is kind of special, he ends up in a show with a shemale called Amanda w... Read full Story
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Connie at an Adult Bookstore
Disclaimer: The following story is not intended for minors. If you are offended by sexually explicit material or it is not legal in your place of residence, please close the document now. If not, I hope you enjoy my attempt at entertaining you with stories of my adventures. * Let me start by i... Read full Story
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Riding Home With Strangers
The music was running, the booze was flowing through my veins and I was not ready to leave just yet. My ride had to leave early, because my driver's hours were up, and I didn't want to force him. I didn't think I would be having so much fun before I came here. I met a group down here who li... Read full Story
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First fuck in public ;)
You’re only wearing a coat, I find a place where, I can kiss you then slide my hand between the flaps of your coat. I expose your breasts and slide my hand down across your tummy down to your pussy. My fingers start to explore your soft bush, working there way to your soft pink lips surrounding your... Read full Story
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Porn site meeting and fucking ;)
We started talking on a site. I knew you were for real when you sent me a message introducing yourself. We only spoke for 2 days before we decided to meet up and I was excited to play with a real little slut. You told me the only things off limit were anal and scat otherwise i could do what I wanted... Read full Story
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The Game 2
That next morning again Ada and I went down for breakfast and the table was smaller, It wasn't as grand as it had once been and to every guy at the table was now at least two girls. We had our normal breakfast and for once there seemed to be a little more chat between everyone, I think after bei... Read full Story
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Big Dick Alessia Visits Dallas
Alessia Hung Mature MILF travels to visit a Big Dicked Man and his Sexy Household If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, BBWs, big clits, deep throat, fisting, 69, ass fucking, sounding, piercing, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don't bother reading. If you fav... Read full Story
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David to Dee Chapter 2
His nipples had grown considerably over the last two months. Gina had been putting those little nipple suckers on him twice a day. Dave wouldn't be going to the gym anymore. Well, it had been a long time since he'd gone to the gym, anyway. Since Gina had had him shave his entire body, last spring... Read full Story
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Got my ass pounded in Miami by a tranny escort
Got my ass pounded in Miami by a beautiful tranny escort with a 10 inch thick cock. Years ago I was in Miami for a business trip. Four days just me in my hotel room. I decided to treat myself to some of the X rated channels that my hotel provided. As usual I went straight to the tranny porn.... Read full Story
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sex-agenarian's onanic lust
An onanic lust of a sex-agenarian that I am; I'M IN BIG HEAT; it's the season of bodily reunions in nature... I'm like an elephant(e) waiting to be satisfied. My cloaca is starting to titillate at the mere sight (look hah!) of a guy's swollen crotch on the street... I activated all my sensors to sa... Read full Story
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What People Want Me To Be
"Are you saving this seat for someone?" he asked. The high-pitched voice that answered him was somewhat stilted, as if English weren't the speaker's native language. "Well, I was. I said we'd have to get to the movie early to get good seats." She cast her blue eyes low, gestur... Read full Story
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A little office fun
Two days had passed since Scott’s amazing night with Louise. He hadn’t heard from her at all but today he was finally going to see her again at work. He was nervous and excited all at the same time. Scott proceeded to his work desk and worked his day as usual. He hadn’t seen Louise at all throughou... Read full Story
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The sissy dreams
Everyday I wake up in a state , halfway between a happy sissy and a closeted white boy. My mind is constantly trapped in that state. Suffering in silence, the people in my life seem to be oblivious to it, I have it well hid. 48 years of fist fights and weed, long hair and leather coats, Oilfield job... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 2
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 2 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 1. Sunny, Mel, and Shari learn they are going to New York to perform a play off Broadway and are really excited about it. Being a small troupe, we unseen members had to wear many hats. Unfortunately, there was just the two of us, Joe Donn... Read full Story
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Gangbanged By 3 trannys
Gangbanged By 3 trannys This is a story about the night I was Gangbanged by 3 trannys. I was at a Transgender after hours clubs that was filled with hot ass Tgirls. This tall white gorgeous woman was eyeing me the moment I walked in. She was wearing this fitting blue dress that showed off ... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: Heading to Work
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Big cock heaven.
I live in Vancouver and saw a beautiful trans escort online and couldn’t resist setting up a meeting. I met her at a hotel and she was just as beautiful in person as online. She was Asian and had the most wonderful big tits and ass. Her cock was a solid 8 inches, uncut with a big mushroom head, whic... Read full Story
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More Dirty Sex with Tania. Part One Hotel Sex
It took quite some planning, after our last meet in the lay-by, but at long last we had both been able to get away at the same time. We, well actually Tania, had arranged our meet to be at the Premier Inn at Witcombe, just south of Cheltenham and just of the A46. Tania was arriving just after lunch ... Read full Story
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Shemale Free Chat And Sex Adventures
It was another day at work at the mall. Being a security guard wasn't exactly the most exciting job in the world: I'd sit all and maybe get a few calls about some punk kids trying to steal DVDs. I felt like my talents were wasted there - I used to be a competitive bodybuilder, evening getting into f... Read full Story
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Making A Man Out Of Tommy
I have two good friends, Brad and Matt who are actually my fuck buddies. Both of them travel for work, so they tend to be gone a couple of months at a time. I have a key to their apartment, so I can let myself in for sex when they are home and to bring in the mail when they are not. I also get to us... Read full Story
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badbadboi's walk in the park
...My boi hole was freshly washed, shaved and lubed with a lovely hot shower, my wand is perfect for cleaning my pussy, flushing it clean very time, I luv to let the water spray my hole driving deep enough to tickle the bottom of my prostate. My cock cage locked in place, my white crotchless panties... Read full Story
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Southern Hospitality Ch. 04
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Two cocks and a pussy
I'm alone in my apartment and super horny, so I decide to have some kinky alone fun time. I strip and shave my body. I'm smooth now. I put on a sexy thong and bra. Next I put on a garter belt and super sexy thigh highs. Next I put on a super short and sexy skirt, lastly I put on a lace blouse. Next ... Read full Story
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Giving shemale a blowjob for the first time
I've been fantasizing about a shemale cock for a long time. Get me right, I am a straight man and all, but somehow the idea of sucking a girl's dick always turned me on. I'm not a big fan of anal sex and I don't think I'd love someone's cock in my ass, I'd rather prefer to give shemale a blowjob. ... Read full Story
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Hello I am mahan Very handsome and curious. The date goes back to last year. With our sister, Sepehr, from childhood, we were on the floor of Khalmun Arshida's daughter. One day we went out with the scene, Arshida called me and his parents went to Istanbul and that lone. And asked us to go over the... Read full Story
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My wonderful life with Pat
Hello, I am or better to say I was a straight guy before my life with Pat, let me tell my story with her. This new life started when I was 35, VP in an IT company and living in the south of France, close to Bordeaux. After my divorce, i used to go some bar after the business day. I felt alon... Read full Story
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My story
Please don't hurt me, I whimpered softly. Oh no my Lil slut, mommy has no intention of hurting you but making your fantasy become real, she said. But your thing, its kinda big. I'm a bit scared, I said. Mmmmmm, don't worry baby. Mommy wants this to be so good that you become my steady, she said... Read full Story
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Leona
I think of myself as resolutely straight. I look at a lot of porn although I have plenty of girls to fuck. Steven, an old college buddy, dropped by and proposed that we go to a shemale bar that night. I was shocked and refused. But Steven retorted that if I was sure about my sexuality, I should have... Read full Story
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From Mob to Shemale
Two years ago, I was a member of the Ciccio family in Chicago. I wasn't very high up in the organization, because I wasn't Italian. I had made my way up through the ranks, however, and was making a pretty good living. I had everything I wanted, got all the girls I wanted, and did just about ... Read full Story
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Club sex the 25yo
There’s a very special private club around, it’d meetings take place in a very secret place. It takes a lot to gain membership. You have to either have a lot of money AND a friend in the club OR you have to take part in the ceremonies for at least a year. Also you have to be willing to b... Read full Story
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Being Curious Has Big Rewards
I was brought up believing that men were not supposed to have sex together. The thought of this taboo type of sex was always made me curious. When I was 18 or 19, I visited an adult book store, just because I was horny and wanted to get a magazine that showed people getting fucked so I would have... Read full Story
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Black Transsexuals Rock Chapter 2
Hello, there. My name is Sarina Jean. I'm a big and tall, busty and big-bottomed Black Transsexual of Haitian descent living in the City of Ottawa, Ontario. People say I remind them of Hollywood Superstar Queen Latifah, only taller and with a much bigger ass. I'm a Business Administration major at C... Read full Story
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How I learned the pleasures of anal
This narrative is the journey that lead up to my first experience with anal sex. The details I have here are as accurate as I can recall and any dialog is essentially the best of what I can remember now. It of course gets more sexually explicit and graphic towards the end... I was born and grew u... Read full Story
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The journey down the Rabbit Hole...
Nearly 30 years, living a double life. Sneaking around on two Xwives, several girlfriends, all to play with men.Play,and play and play. Responding to personal adds in the paper at first, then I found the Bath House. Wow, to a closeted homophobic acting oilfield lifestyle kind of guy, who could hide ... Read full Story
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My Vancouver get a way....
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My first time having sex with a Tranny
I have been obsessed with Trannies for as long as I can remember. There is something about a gorgeous feminine woman with a big thick cock that drives me crazy! I turns me on so much that I kept pushing myself further with my love for Trans women. I bought sexy dresses, underwear and heels to wear s... Read full Story
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I'M A DIRTY WHORE EXPOSED TO PUBLIC HUMILIATION
There are people on porn sites who hunt down people like me and make me a world famous whore. They download all my photos that I publish. Sometimes they add descriptions to photos. They share my photos on all known porn sites, forums, chat rooms. More and more people have my photos. Some people edit... Read full Story
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Surprise Ending (Part One)
My wife is the picture of professionalism from 8 to 5, but after hours she is a sexual dynamo who loves men and women. Throughout our relationship she has introduced several of her gal pals into our bedroom, hot tub, shower, etc...you get the idea. Anyway, two weeks ago she let me know that one o... Read full Story
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A Series of Perverse Dreams, Part 1
My relationship with Hannah had always been mutual in the idea that neither one of us was ever truly the dominant one. It was an equal, balanced relationship of mutual fucking and sucking. However, I had REALLY enjoyed being made into a submissive sissy slut by Nikki. Something changed in me after o... Read full Story
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A Night to Remember
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Sally
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A Strong Man at Work
In life, some people seem to get pleasure out of pissing others off. I think you know what I mean. We've all been there. The first time I laid eyes upon Joan, I thought she was a low-class, boring and obnoxious person. Where I come from, people like that are pretty common. Who am I? Stefan. A tall a... Read full Story
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Dimensional Portals Suck Ass
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My way to shemale sex
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