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My first BBC experience
I stand 5 foot 8 and weigh 138 lbs. With a perky butt, long natural eye lashes, and clear smooth white skin I would always receive comments from women how jealous they were of my features but never did they want to pursue an intimate relationship with me. But I also didnt have much interest in them ... Read full Story
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SISSY MARI DE MAÎTRESSE
Morgan Ashley était une très jolie dame, pas une star de cinéma glamour, mais bien plus jolie que tout ce que son mari mauviette Robin attirerait normalement. À peine sortie de la douche, elle portait un peignoir en velours côtelé rouge et ses longs cheveux roux étaient enveloppés dans une serviette... Read full Story
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Sabbatical or Continuous Gang Bang? Chapter 2
I awoke several hours later still laying on top of Rick his arms holding me tight to him. His cock had gone flaccid as we slept and slipped out of me. I felt like I had run a marathon and my ass pussy felt like it had a marathon run through it. I slipped out of Ricks arms onto the bed and went into ... Read full Story
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FÉMINISÉE PAR BBC MALE ⚧️
Après avoir abandonné l'université, je n'avais évidemment plus le droit de vivre dans les dortoirs. Mes parents ne me reprendraient pas. Je n'avais qu'un seul endroit où aller : l'appartement de mon ami Jack. Nous nous sommes rencontrés au collège en première année. Il a toujours été bon avec moi. ... Read full Story
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TV FELLATION SALOPE POUR LES NOIRS ⚧️
Ma femme était absente de la ville depuis quelques semaines récemment et je n'avais aucune relation sexuelle. J'ai essayé de me retenir, mais lors d'une nuit particulièrement excitante, j'ai pensé que j'irais dans un bar comme distraction si rien d'autre. Je me suis habillé d'un pantalon et d'une ch... Read full Story
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RÉVEIL SEXUEL SISSY ⚧️ ⚧️
Si ses histoires étaient vraies, non seulement beaucoup d'hommes ont eu des réveils sexuels entre la fin de la trentaine et le début de la cinquantaine, mais beaucoup d'hommes de mon âge étaient curieux de se féminiser, de sucer des bites et peut-être même d'avoir des fesses. Mais je ne peux pas ... Read full Story
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FILLE DE RÊVE ⚧️ ⚧️
« Alors, à quoi ressemblerait ta petite amie parfaite ? » « Toi », pensa Steph, regardant dans les yeux noisette avec des reflets dorés à l'intérieur. Il lui fallut quelques secondes pour se rendre compte qu'il devait répondre avec sa bouche. « Oh, euh… quelqu'un d'attention... Read full Story
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LA SOIRÉE DE JEU TOURNE MAL ⚧️ ⚧️
Je m'appelle Jesse, je suis un homme senior de 21 ans à la Florida State University. Je sors avec bonheur avec Becky, qui est aussi une personne âgée de 21 ans. Nous sommes ensemble depuis que nous avons rencontré des étudiants de première année lors d'une fête. Becky est un 10 absolu. Vi... Read full Story
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The New Nii
The bedroom door opened and the two lovers walked down the hall into the living room side by side. Deena was wearing her nightshirt that she wore a lot, and Jeffery was nude, and he picked up his clothes that I had put on the chair and began to get dressed. “Jeffery is going to go and get dinner an... Read full Story
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Stepping Out
All through the next week we searched through almost all the online dating sites and it was the same as before. Some wanted just me or just Deena, but not the both of us together. One good result was that I found a trans gender support group and they were going to meet on the next Tuesday which was ... Read full Story
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The Making of Erica - Sperm Loving Crossdresser
Confessions of a Crossdresser I am a crossdresser. It is an addiction. I’ve tried, but I really can’t stop myself: fantasies, endless looking at pornography, shopping, dressing, masturbation, and inevitably, seeking men to please. I have only sucked cocks, but over a hundred at my las... Read full Story
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First time Crossdressing
I am a bisexual man, meeting straight, bisexual or gay men for our sexual pleasures. I post messages on various message boards that allow members profiles and posting messages. I also post to local groups in my area that allows one to post messages to a small geographical area or to a distant user g... Read full Story
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ACROSS THE STREET AND TWO DOORS DOWN by Spanky de Bautumn
Jamie knew he was different. He didn’t fit in with the other boys, but he didn’t feel like he fit in with the girls either, he just knew he was different. He wasn’t into dolls or balls. He was the smallest boy in his class and more than half the girls outweighed him. But the one thing he had going f... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 07
Opening my eyes I struggled a little as the residual cum on my face from last night’s show hadn’t been fully wiped off, I felt the dry and crusty leftovers crinkle on my skin, but couldn’t help but smile to myself as I remembered how it had got there. The intensity of that orgasm had been on another... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 08
A familiar sensation greeted me as my eyes opened and a yawn escaped my mouth, that oh so delicious feeling of my morning wood straining against my silk night ware. It was becoming an ever occurring pattern that no matter how large the orgasm the night before I would wake with the hardest of cocks, ... Read full Story
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A Virgin Crossdresser
I was newly turned 18 never even kissed a girl let alone had sex. I had been crossdressing for about a year and had stumbled upon a site called tvchix which where I spent my nights in chat looking and getting an insight into what this world could offer. Bit of background I had named my alter eg... Read full Story
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The crossdressing initiation of a sissy bbc cucko
My fascination with feminine lingerie starts when I find some of wife's worn panties... Initially I get horny just by look to them, but I had to sniff them soon after and find that smell crazing exciting...I lick them and got even more excited with those panties very very dirty thinking that she ha... Read full Story
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The Mole
Police work is a paramilitary occupation. Uniforms, rank, weapons, discipline…It can be exciting and interesting for some and boring for others. Some officers seem to find lots of action during their career (or maybe it finds them) while others never use their sidearm except for target practi... Read full Story
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Lorijo on Becoming a Girl
Some years ago, and not that many, I stood naked before a mirror and imagined myself as a girl. Of course seeing a large sack of testicles with penis protruding jolted my dream back to reality. Nevertheless, I felt a strong urge to dress the part and play girl. Every day I returned home to the priva... Read full Story
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Demoted Chapter 1
Monday I had been working in this office for a couple years, I was a floor supervisor had my own office and a few people under me. It was very easy and never had any trouble at all. I am also a cross dresser and I didn't know it but my story starts with a page I had on the Internet. I checked my ... Read full Story
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Anastasia's Life
Chapter 1: Humbling Beginnings My story starts where most every crossdresser's story starts. It starts somewhere around the time I was an infant. I can remember, not to mention being told several thousand times that my choice of toys as a child was dolls, strollers, dress up and tea parties, Barb... Read full Story
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Lady In The House Ch. 02
A story by Michele Nylons, Part II "She's all yours Eddie. She looks beautiful." I heard Carmel say as 'she' disappeared down the corridor, her high heels clicking on the tiled floor. Eddie appeared at the door to the cell, he stepped inside and closed the door behind him. "So what do yo... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 10
As the sun beamed in through a gap in the curtains my now familiar morning wood strained at the silk of my nightwear. How was it that no matter how hard I came the night before it would wake up eager and ready to go. As had become customary my mind would be filled with the events of the previous nig... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 11
I sat there for some time, my phone still in hand. I couldn’t fully comprehend the situation and where I was. All this started when I was put on furlough and thought I would be losing my job, an idea born out of boredom, hornieness and desperation. What started as a regular cam show with a guy hopin... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 12
We woke up many hours later, still intertwined, my morning wood throbbing as Ellie slid inside my panties and wrapped her hand around it. This was a much better way to wake up than usual, and we proceeded to have a really relaxed slow fuck. She reached a much more low key orgasm but I knew I wouldn’... Read full Story
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My story, more or less pt.3
Earlier on, when I was scouring through various drawers and closets for feminine clothes in my home I have stumbled upon two old skipping ropes. "A fun time" I thought to myself, not giving them another look and continuing with my search. Little did I know they would become the backbone of my "sessi... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 2
Just Staying a bit By FoxyHosed “Don't mention it. Now let me start on the pasta with meatballs!” She stood up from her chair “And besides, it will be nice to have someone to eat with, for a change!” She went to the kitchen to start dinner. “Make yourself feel at home!” I watched some TV ... Read full Story
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Caught and Submission Chapter 3
It was several weeks after being made to service all of our friends through a glory hole at a party. Alex kept me busy sucking his cock whenever he wanted it, usually it was early in the morning before he left for class. Alex would wake me up by placing his hard cock on my face, I was resigned to my... Read full Story
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Abducted and Turned Out Chapter 2
2: Fun time So, after I blew the guy downstairs and told him to come and knock on my door and pay me to blow him again anytime, I went up and took a long hot shower and put on a nighty and went to sleep. I slept surprisingly well considering I had just spent a long night out selling my ass. I tho... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 09
As per my previous mornings recently, I stirred and rubbed the sleep from my eyes, that delicious feeling of my silk night ware stretching over my taught nipples and my morning wood throbbing in its lace enclosure. The urge to touch myself was palpable, it seemed no matter how hard I came the night ... Read full Story
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Black Cock & Birthday Presents Chapter 1
I set my briefcase down on the wall desk in our kitchen and rolled my bag to a stop next to it. Before going upstairs to change, I looked into the refrigerator to see what was available for making dinner. Angela would want me to make something special for my 28th birthday before she went out with Da... Read full Story
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A Weekend without the Roommate
Well if you have read my other stuff you will probably know that some of what I write is fictional and some of it is something I experienced in real life. The story you are about to read is of the latter. My name is Brianne and I am a xdresser. I have been dressing for several years now, and I still... Read full Story
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Free Shoes
"Lift your leg up on the sink and pull your panties down again. I like to watch you submit," the voice behind me commands. I didn't intend to go this far. It was supposed to be harmless fun. But as my throbbing cockhead rests against the cold of this stranger's bathroom sink and I can see ... Read full Story
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The New Daughter In Law
After the evening before, I awoke with some doubts on that Wednesday morning. I went ahead and went to work, just because it was something I always did. I had just come out of a strategy meeting when someone told me that the managing partner wanted to see me. In the office he was Mr. Davis, or in a ... Read full Story
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HypnoSissy: Partie 1
DEVENIR COCKSUCKER Alors que je prenais le sixième chargement dans la gorge, quatre autres étaient déjà déposés dans mon cul et il me restait encore une file d’au moins six à attendre leur tour pour déposer leur chargement dans l’un de mes deux dépôts de sperme, je ne pouvais pas m'empêcher de ... Read full Story
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HypnoSissy Partie 2
DEVENIR CUM SLUT Une fois habillé et James parti, Rose demanda: "Vous êtes-vous amusé?" Je hochai la tête. "Oui, bien que je me sente un peu gay." Rose secoua la tête. "Brian," gay "est juste un mot, comme" lesbienne ", ou" faggot "ou" gouine ". J'ai mangé la chatte et demandé aux filles... Read full Story
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La pistola NEGRA del Tío, entre Las Bragas de Mi Tía LA PUTONA
Aaayyy.. Yo sabía que la Tía había sido Flor de PUTONA.. pero, jamás me imaginé que me iba a tocar a mí 'hacerme cargo de sus cosas'.. su 'herencia'.. la casa ya vieja, por reordenar destinar y.. LAS COSAS que una descubre ya con los años! Todo estaba igual, pero HORRIBLEMENTE ARRUINADO.. más, e... Read full Story
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Lope
Je suis une salope C’est un des fantasmes récurrents de la majorité des hommes qui aiment se travestir. Et j’avoue que l’idée m’a souvent excitée. Alors que j’étais avec ma femme dans une boutique de lingerie à Pigalle , des dessous très sexy entre les mains, un homme d'un certain âge a surpri... Read full Story
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"SISSIFIED": 12 JOURS DE SISSY-MAS
JOUR 1: mardi 25 C'était le matin de Noël quand j'ai entendu frapper à ma porte, ce qui était, bien sûr, très étrange à dix heures du matin. À midi, j'allais chez ma famille pour Noël, et j'avais rarement des visiteurs inattendus. Toujours dans ma robe, je me dirigeai vers la porte et fus s... Read full Story
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Kitten: A Pantyboy StoryKitten: A Pantyboy Story
It's easy now to look back and play armchair psychiatrist and see where my fetish for school uniforms and cute cotton panties started, but it wasn't until I met MISTRESS that I realized exactly how deep that fetish was ingrained in my mind and soul. Mistress knew I was a pantyboy after the first ... Read full Story
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Sissies Training Part 2
I drifted in and out of consciousness over the next hour, periodically snapped back into reality when the dildo assaulting my mouth would pause deep in my throat and eject a fresh deposit of cum into my bowels. Looking up at the television display of my abuse I would normally have been turned on by ... Read full Story
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A busy Friday night
I had been looking forward to this weekend for a month. My wife was going to visit some friends in NYC, and I was staying home, by myself. Yup, just me and all of my favorite things, like stockings and panties, and sexy little outfits. The torture was finally over, and the Friday she was to leave, a... Read full Story
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Ladyboy dominatrix
If you read my other stories you know I'm intersexed and I was a ladyboy prostitute when I was um, very young. I don't condone such activities. They were sick perverts who used me. True I got a lot of money and expensive gifts but that doesn't make it right. They should all be castrated. Th... Read full Story
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PRIS DANS UNE NOUVELLE VIE
C'était mardi soir, ce qui signifiait que Lena se préparait pour son cours d'aérobic. Bien qu'elle ne travaillait pas, elle était certainement occupée à construire et à maintenir une vie sociale et à faire en général les choses qu'elle voulait. Il n'y avait pas un jour où Lena n'avait pas fait qu... Read full Story
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Jo, Shemale Goddess! Part 1
Jo plumped the cushion and carefully positioned it until it was precisely at the right angle. Nothing less than perfection would do. Ricki, her friend of twelve years was coming to stay overnight and she would notice if the tiniest thing was out of place. An impatient knock on the door signalled ... Read full Story
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PF's Black Romp and JoyceLynn's Awakenin
When my wife and I first met, our sex life was fantastic! She was a very sexual lady and always made herself available. She usually wore stockings and garter belt or thigh highs, high heel sandals, and something that was sexy and suggestive. We made love and had sex in every room of the house, inclu... Read full Story
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FILLE DE RÊVE ⚧️ ⚧️
« Alors, à quoi ressemblerait ta petite amie parfaite ? » « Toi », pensa Steph, regardant dans les yeux noisette avec des reflets dorés à l'intérieur. Il lui fallut quelques secondes pour se rendre compte qu'il devait répondre avec sa bouche. « Oh, euh… quelqu'un d'attentionné je suppose ? ... Read full Story
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Wie sich schlagartig mein Sex Leben änderte... Teil 1
ich war nun schon einige Zeit heimlicher Crossdresser. Nie wurde ich von meiner Freundin erwischt, auch wenn es manchmal wirklich knapp war! Ich hatte ein sicheres Versteck für meine schönen Sachen und meine Sextoys und konnte hin und wieder meine geheime Neigung ausleben wenn sie nicht da war.Trotz... Read full Story
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Interracial Sissy Story
(Some prior notes about me, this story and my writings: If MALE bisexuality, crossdressing or interracial sex bother you, don't even bother reading this further, much less commenting. Many have had secret fantasies about what it would be like to be the opposite sex, during sex. Some of my influences... Read full Story
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ROBERTO’S SECRET by Spanky De Bautumn
Cody Daniels was only trying to help her country; she never dreamed things would come to this. She was patriotic and felt compelled to do whatever asked of her to aid in the capture of the terrorist known only as "Roberto". But lying in his bed, bound and gagged, Cody wondered why she let herself go... Read full Story
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Making my CD slut fantasies become real
Having an open mind and saying yes to a TS friends' idea has lead me to discover things I never even knew about myself. I’ve always been into kink, but my adventures as a CD have shown Me that I have filthy perverse cravings to satisfy with people I’ve yet to meet. I enjoy transsexual escorts and th... Read full Story
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Latex succubus
The lights of the city obscured the supposedly brilliant starlight in the night sky, leaving only dim and scattered scattered stars adorning the gloomy night sky half-covered by dark clouds, and the crescent-like crescent moon guarding it in the distance makes the night seem less empty Lonely. Mayb... Read full Story
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Nylon teasers
They came into the video store where I worked as a clerk. Almost every day. Teasers. Both of them. What made it both great and terrible for me was that it fed my deepest fetish -- stockings -- as it denied me any fulfillment other than frequent and frantic "self-gratification."... Read full Story
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Whores and Pimps - Part I
Malcolm was a middle manager in a small business in a large city. Malcolm led a pretty boring life; he in his forties, single, devoted to his work, he liked to keep himself fit, all of his family lived interstate except for his older sister who lived nearby, and he led a quiet social life. Malcolm h... Read full Story
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A Revenge Fuck
It had been a long day. I had fought the traffic after a miserable week to get home early and surprise my wife for what was to be a romantic weekend. But as I pulled up to the house my heart sank. I saw a bright red motorcycle in the drive way and something inside told me, "This isn't right!&qu... Read full Story
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Anastasia's Life So Far
Chapter 1: Humbling Beginnings My story starts where most every crossdresser's story starts. It starts somewhere around the time I was an infant. I can remember not to mention being told several thousand times that my choice of toys as a child was dolls, strollers, dress up and tea parties, Barbi... Read full Story
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