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Wie sich schlagartig mein Sex Leben änderte... Teil 1
ich war nun schon einige Zeit heimlicher Crossdresser. Nie wurde ich von meiner Freundin erwischt, auch wenn es manchmal wirklich knapp war! Ich hatte ein sicheres Versteck für meine schönen Sachen und meine Sextoys und konnte hin und wieder meine geheime Neigung ausleben wenn sie nicht da war.Trotz... Read full Story
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My Gangbang
It was junior year of highschool. There was this one girl who I liked but was too afraid to do anything about it. Her name was Jessica. I thought she was too "cool" for me. She always hung out in a group of 3 other girls. She was short, about 5'2, her body was alittle plump, not too fat, b... Read full Story
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Sissy Maddie's New Apartment Gangbang
I’d just moved into the big city. Me on my own in a cheap apartment block. The flat was nothing special by any means, and the room next to mine seemed to be noisy with parties. But I was glad to be on my own. I had almost finished unpacking my belongings when I came across my stash of female clothi... Read full Story
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My TV Sex Adventures Hot time in the Gurl&#
After sucking off the custodian of the offices next door I went back to the club. I was seriously disappointed. I loved how big and hard his dick was and I really wanted a serious cock like his to fuck. I got back into the club with only a knowing grin and a chuckle from the guy at the door. He was... Read full Story
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SOUS LA DIRECTION DE MAMAN ⚧️ ⚧️
Jaime n'avait jamais eu beaucoup de chance avec les filles au lycée. C'était venu et reparti, et maintenant il profitait d'un dernier été avant de partir à l'université avec sa virginité intacte. Ce n'était pas vraiment sa faute, il n'était pas un salaud ou un douchebag, c... Read full Story
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MY Party Favor Fantasy
My Party Favor Fantasy A fictional story built around an old fantasy of mine I ran a notice on one of those sex sites that said” Help me fulfill my fantasy and I bet we take care of some of yours also. Hi there, I am Penny and I am a total bottom trans w... Read full Story
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CD and BBC Gangbang 1
My name is Mike, as a "Gurl" I go by Fiona. I am a gay man, mid thrities, white, 5' 9' 165, reasonably handsome, both in and out of women's clothes. One of the ways I express my sexuality is to dress as a woman and get fucked by other men. Preferably in a humiliati... Read full Story
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lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops
Frenzied lust of a sex-agenarian nana-pops; between dream and reality I had never fantasized of a manly man, even after offering my virginity; to a fabulous sissy. Before my new Era, my fantasy preferences were always with glabrous he-she’s, same about my relationships after… BUT BUT BUT… My last t... Read full Story
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Alessia Travestita Hung Mature Blonde British Porn Star
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How My Wife Became a Swinger
Hello, my name is Jackson, Jack for short, and I'd like to tell you about my wife and I and how we became swingers. I've changed the names of people and places to preserve privacy. Just so you know this does involve male on male sex and inter course with a transsexual. So let me begin. For the fi... Read full Story
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Steve
So on AFF, I used to be gold but guys will just hit you up, sooo I got hit up by an 8in boy. Wasn't sure I'd want to prep up an 8 so I didn't get all ripped up, but nice profile and a fucks a fuck sometimes. What to wear to get cum in tonight? Still pretty warm, I'll go mini with tighter leotard (mo... Read full Story
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The journey down the Rabbit Hole...
Nearly 30 years, living a double life. Sneaking around on two Xwives, several girlfriends, all to play with men.Play,and play and play. Responding to personal adds in the paper at first, then I found the Bath House. Wow, to a closeted homophobic acting oilfield lifestyle kind of guy, who could hide ... Read full Story
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My Brother and I.
HI, I am Farzana,(have set my name recently,before that my name was Raja). I am Bangladeshi. I have been leaving with my family.Now I live with my Dad only.Some times, He invite his friends also. I will tell You about this later. I am 27 years old.The story I am sharing with You is about ...14 year... Read full Story
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Vanessa and the workmen gangbang
The three workmen were slaving away in the back garden, in the hot sun. Vanessa watched them from the upstairs bedroom window, getting more excited by the second. Under her robe she was wearing a beautiful red basque with a red g-string, black stockings and five inch heels. This was topped off with ... Read full Story
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A Fantasy - Part 3
Sharon put her cell phone back into her purse, turned to Paula and I and said "I'll be right back, with the Chinese food!", gave us a wink and took out her wallet, grabbed some money and then went off to get our dinner. Paula was sitting on the floor, she leaned back on her left elbow and started... Read full Story
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The club
"Okay ladies," Missy said to her guests, "relax and get ready because I have a very special treat for today's meeting!" "What is it?" and excited Jayne asked while removing her sweat shirt and jeans. "Now you know better than to than that" Missy replied with a... Read full Story
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A Wife Comes Around Chapter 2
I caught my breath after my wonderful experience, as we were all around the table now commenting on my orgasm. I sipped my drink and exclaimed that was the best orgasm I've ever had. It was getting late now and I had to get going. I put the sopping panty in my bag and thanked everyone. About a mo... Read full Story
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Pa-mie sex-agénaire
Luxure frénétique d’une pa-mie sex-agénaire; entre rêve et réalité Je n’avais jamais fantasmé de mec viril, même après avoir offert ma virginité; mais à une fabuleuse sissy. Avant mon Ѐre, mes préférences de fantasmes étaient toujours avec des lui-femme glabres, idem concernant mes relations d’aprè... Read full Story
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When Fantasy Comes True 2
After my first threesome encounter with Jenni and her friend, getting a golden shower from three trans women was a bonus. Being drunk and now four of us snuggled in bed, i thought the night had ended but i did hope for more. I was not disappointed as Jenni's friend (Sasha) who had been sleeping d... Read full Story
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The Day I Went SheCock Crazy
I summed up courage to meet up with my old shemale flame Fransicca (she is a Malaysian but living in indonesia) ... messaged her, she sounded excited and asked if i minded her friend joining us. 'Why not' i said. It was settled. we booked a villa for the next day. I checked in early. cleaned up ... Read full Story
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Ill take all the cum I can get
I'm so horny today. I need some dick bad. So I dress up, I put on a sexy push up bra, a slutty lace top, a naughty little g string, and lacy thigh highs with a garter belt. Before getting dressed I showered and gave myself an enema. After I showered, I used some fds so I smelled sooo good after ... Read full Story
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Alex’s Bottom Slut
So when I was younger, I worked at a pizza place as a delivery guy. It was a pretty boring job for the most part but that all changed one night. I got a delivery to just outside of our range but decided to take it anyways because we were slow. When I got there a very tall and muscular black woman in... Read full Story
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So good fuck with me and my klients.
Hello, I am Francesca, and I offer company to couples and women. A few days ago, a couple hired me for two hours.The woman was fucking me with her strapon while I was stroking the man's cock. She was pushing her hard cock deeper and inside me, I could feel my ass dissolving more and more. I turn my ... Read full Story
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Big Dick Alessia Visits Dallas
Alessia Hung Mature MILF travels to visit a Big Dicked Man and his Sexy Household If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, BBWs, big clits, deep throat, fisting, 69, ass fucking, sounding, piercing, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don't bother reading. If you fav... Read full Story
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Fender Bender Chapter 9
My name is Robert, I have been cross dressing since I was 14. I turned 18 last summer and this story takes place during my senior year in High School. I am 5'9" 160 pounds, blonde hair and blue eyes. When I am dressed I call myself Vicki. __________ I had met Julie at a recent party. Well... Read full Story
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Brazilian Discovery Chapter 3
Chapter 03: Partying in Copacabana On the Ipanema beach, Barbara and Joan were joined by Tereza and Consuela. The beach was less crowded than the Copacabana one. Tereza pulled down her shorts and her T-shirt to appear in a quite hot red bikini, an uplift bra that was supported only by a band arou... Read full Story
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Dottie's Back
Four weeks had passed since my first blowjob party. In that time, I had become obsessed with getting implants. The concept of being tit-fucked and wearing deep-cut tops without being concerned about the distinct line between my flesh and the fake boobs had become a constant fantasy of mine. After be... Read full Story
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Current Fantasy
I really wanna get fucked for the first time and my dream way of doing it, always wanted to do a porn. The dream is that I go there and get done up in such a way, I am unrecognizable, just looking the best. Have a tranny come in and do my make up, the way she likes it and gives me a preview of what ... Read full Story
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Trannys Feminize Dandy Boy Sequel
So being feminized is a sort of intimate experience? Believe me it's more than that! In fact I don't know how I can say everything about how I feel now or then when it started happening to me. But that's how my life goes. Things tend to get done to me. However much I try to regain control of my life... Read full Story
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The Intimate Dinner Party
Susan and I were filled with anticipation as we arrived at Victoria’s house. We had been invited to what the written invite referred to as a “Sexy and Intimate Dinner Party”. Victoria was renowned for her unusual, and always different, dinner and cocktail parties. She certainly ... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 1
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 1 by Spanky de Bautumn This is a story about how taking a play to New York City changed people's lives. A transgender coming of age story. I was born Harold Stanley Dayes, not a great name for a kid growing up. I know my parents loved me, but Harold was my mom's dad a... Read full Story
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Surprise Ending (Part Three)
I rolled my dick around her hole to spread the precum off it and lubricate it. The feeling was sensational and I couldn't spend much time easing my way in --I shoved right in the the hilt in one steady push. Karla practically jumped off the couch and screamed. I thought maybe I had hurt her (I am... Read full Story
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Alex and Jon
Alex was not beautiful, but had a sexy attractiveness that most could not help but take a second look. This was the case with Jon as he searched adult Friend-Finder ads for someone that would satisfy his desires and dreams of a companion. Alex, a transgendered Filipina girl, had the bronze skin colo... Read full Story
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A New Dawn Chapter 4
After their little escapade in the office toilets, Tom and Dawn had decided to be a bit more careful at work. As enjoyable and exciting as it had been for both of them, it wasn't worth risking their jobs over. Besides, it just meant that it was all the more pleasurable when they finally got home tog... Read full Story
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Brazilian Discovery Chapter 2
Chapter 02: First days in Brazil The tub was so large that it could have been a small swimming pool. Joan plunged into the water and started to lick Barbara's pussy underwater. When he rubbed the tip of his nose against Barbara's clit, she mightily climaxed several times in a row! Sometimes, inst... Read full Story
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Dirty Business Trip
Chapter 1: The Transsexual Hotel Encounter "Yes, I am checking in," I said, putting my credit card on the desk. The woman behind the desk took the card and looked at the name. She was about 5 feet 10 inches tall with dark black hair and brown eyes. Her skin was beautifully tanned and he... Read full Story
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MY First Time with a non-binary/cross-dresser
After I had graduated high school but before I had left for college: I was hanging out with a friend and a friend of theirs at their friend’s house. For the story let’s call my friend Dan and his friend Charles. We were watching some movie on Charle’s (parent’s) big TV. Charles gets up eventually an... Read full Story
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Group Sex
Jan and I have been together now about 4 years but known each other since High School. We are both in our early fifties. We had met a transgendered girl (Gabby) about a year ago and we get together about once a month and enjoy each other’s company, going out playing and having intimacy together. Gab... Read full Story
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sex-agenarian's onanic lust
An onanic lust of a sex-agenarian that I am; I'M IN BIG HEAT; it's the season of bodily reunions in nature... I'm like an elephant(e) waiting to be satisfied. My cloaca is starting to titillate at the mere sight (look hah!) of a guy's swollen crotch on the street... I activated all my sensors to sa... Read full Story
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Two cocks and a pussy
I'm alone in my apartment and super horny, so I decide to have some kinky alone fun time. I strip and shave my body. I'm smooth now. I put on a sexy thong and bra. Next I put on a garter belt and super sexy thigh highs. Next I put on a super short and sexy skirt, lastly I put on a lace blouse. Next ... Read full Story
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Black Cock & Birthday Presents Chapter 6
We went back to our suite. I had no idea what time it was. I'd forgotten how many cocks I'd fucked. It was comforting to see an empty bed when she put me down. When I awoke, I was being spooned, my head under the chin of the black man holding me. His skin seemed familiar but I didn't recall anyon... Read full Story
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Three In A Day
Clara felf especially slutty today. She briefly gazed at her long legs shimmered in the smooth, silky black stockings, and black patent leather pumps as she pressed the gas pedal of her car. Her olive skin and black wig were set off by the brightest shade of red lipstick she could find. Driving d... Read full Story
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Hermaphrodite gang bang park
INTERSEX GANG BANG THIS STORY IS 80% TRUE. I DID NOT CHANGE VERY MUCH OF IT I'm intersex. The medical term used to be “Hermaphrodite.” They even distinguished a “True Hermaphrodite” from “Pseudo Hermaphrodite.” A “True Hermaphrodite has an &ldquo... Read full Story
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Big Surpise In Small Package
It was a Friday night and I was extremely horny and just my luck my girlfriend was out of town, but I wasn't horny for her I was craving cock. I knew I was bi for a long time and loved to have a nice hard cock to play with every once in awhile. So I decide to call my girlfriend to tell her I was goi... Read full Story
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Best night ever
Well the beginning of the story is i meet this absolutely drop dead gorgeous women at an alternative bar, she invites me back to her dorm for some fun little did i know what i was walking into. we get to her dorm room, the whole way here we could not keep our hands off each other, we finally unlock ... Read full Story
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A New York Adventure - My fantasy
It was my nephew Simon’s stag weekend in New York; I really didn’t want to be there but my sister insisted and my wife and daughters backed her up. My useless brother-in-law had deserted his family years before and I was expected to be a guiding influence; and so Simon, several of his friends and I ... Read full Story
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Vegas Honeymoon to Remember
I had dated my wife (Carmen) for about 6 months before we decided to Marry. One evening we were soaking in the Jacuzzi together and drinking wine. She always wants to try different things, which makes our sex life wonderful. Carmen asked me if I ever had any fantasies. I said I guess like most me... Read full Story
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A Not-So-Small Piece of Heaven Chapter 3
I bit my lower lip, looking into her eyes. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to get on my knees and slide that gorgeous cock of hers in my mouth. But I'd never done it before, and I was scared. Sucking penis wasn't exactly on my bucket list. She lightly touched my arm, a puzzled look on her face. &... Read full Story
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The Succubus with a Cock
His cock felt so good between my lips. I savored every inch with such great passion he moaned and fucked my head farther down his shaft. I gagged many times but I was getting better at deepthroating. His balls were coated with my saliva, and soon the couch we were sitting on became wet to. I really ... Read full Story
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Party Surprise - First sex as a Crossdresser
This is a work of Fantasy. I hope you enjoy. Stephanie and I had been married a few years and enjoyed a reasonable sex life. She knew of my dressing and although she didn’t approve she indulged me now and then and we had sex when I was dressed or with me wearing lingerie. I think secretly s... Read full Story
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First TS Ass
We had been chatting online for a couple of weeks when finally we were able to meet. I had her come over about 8:00. She pulled up in a beautiful BMW and I could see her sexy face through the windshield and I knew right then I had made the perfect choice. I had met 1 other TS before and recieved the... Read full Story
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Anal Queen
Amanda fell to her knees in the darkened theater and slowly unzipped my pants. My cock throbbed. As she pulled down my underwear, I felt my manhood spring forth. Amanda took the whole sausage into her warm, soft mouth. I could barely see her face in the darkness, but I could feel her between my l... Read full Story
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Oh My, You Have a Cock...
It was a regular Friday night no different from others I'd experienced before. I was lonely having broken up with my girlfriend earlier that week. What a bitch! I needed to find me a sweet woman capable of matching my libido. My last lady was all about the lights off, missionary position sex, come t... Read full Story
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New Orleans TS dream come true..
In was on New Orleans running water for the victims of Katrina in 2005. I went down to Bourbon St several times an one night I walked into adult fetish store and as I was looking around there was what appeared to be a very beautiful black woman bending over with a very short skirt on. I was admirin... Read full Story
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A Night of Makeup, Cock and Cum - froam Annamalice
It was all I could do not to accept. After all, it's been a fantasy of mine for years. When given the opportunity, I had to go for it. I had been surfing the internet for crossdressers, shemales, transvestites and transsexuals. The idea of a hot woman with a cock had always turned me on. Further, I... Read full Story
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Club sex the 25yo
There’s a very special private club around, it’d meetings take place in a very secret place. It takes a lot to gain membership. You have to either have a lot of money AND a friend in the club OR you have to take part in the ceremonies for at least a year. Also you have to be willing to b... Read full Story
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