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2nd date with Latina Sissy Destiny
So this was my second time with Destiny, a really cool Latina CD/Sissy who had just turned 22. You might want to read my first goaround with her title, “Deflowering Latina Sissy Destiny” as it will give background and context here. After our first encounter, she signaled that she was definitely... Read full Story
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club
"Can you wear a dress tonight?" "I can't crossdress in public, I'm not 'out' and don't want to be seen that way." "That's okay. We're going to a gay-only club that has a drag queen show tonight, so you'd fit right in." "Cool, but I'll have to change when we get there." "Awesome! See you tonight!... Read full Story
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Thai Ladyboy goddes in Tokyo and a cheap love hotel
This is a real account of my meeting last week with a beautiful Thai ladyboy working at a flashy show at a night club in Tokyo. Written as a not to her. Hope you like it. You sexy ladyboy goddess, I must say you have the most beautiful body. When we first started drinking wine and talking ... Read full Story
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Thai Ladyboy
One year ago, when I was 19 I went back to Thailand. The year before was to see the sights and explore the country, the second was more exploring and more fun, the third and final time was to get with as many ladyboys as possible. I had always been curious about trans women. Im not attracted to ... Read full Story
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Thai Ladyboy
One year ago, when I was 19 I went back to Thailand. The year before was to see the sights and explore the country, the second was more exploring and more fun, the third and final time was to get with as many ladyboys as possible. I had always been curious about trans women. Im not attracted to ... Read full Story
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Young Sissy Chapter 1
I don't know how long I was under...days, weeks...who knows, maybe even months. Reality blurred with nightmares as I felt my flesh being cut into by cold scalpels and stuck with needles, filling me with horribly persuasive dreams of a beautiful new body. I tried to imagine myself as a man, just to s... Read full Story
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My first big cock
So I'm deciding to post a story about an experience I had about a year ago. Ill start with a little background about me, I'm a bi crossdresser 22 years old 5'8" 140lbs, newly exploring bottom, very passable crossdresser. And extremely selective. I tried an online dating site ... Read full Story
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The first day of a sissy bitch
She's preparing to become a sissy slut First long and extensive showering then a total shave and she started to turn into the femme of a sissy slut. Naked in front of the mirror, she applied the foundation and spread it evenly across all areas of her face and neck. Next she slipped into her b... Read full Story
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The Big Mature Shemale Next Door
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First Time Sissy Maid
I had been fantasizing for many years about serving a dominant Mistress, watching lots of movies online, and generally lusting over the doms I saw posting ads. At the age of 28 I finally found the courage to answer a rather intriguing post by an older woman and her trans partner who were looking for... Read full Story
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My First Night of Being a Sissy Cumdump
Well I first started dressing when I was about 14. One thing that I always noticed is that putting on slutty clothes makes me an absolute whore for cock and cum. Throughout High School I dressed in my alone time but never acted on my slutty urges from fear of being caught by my parents. When I moved... Read full Story
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HOW MY AUNT AND SISSY NEPHEW CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER! (fictional
It was the very first night of my month long North Carolina July summer vacation stay when my Aunt Meg suddenly entered the bedroom that I was temporarily sharing with my younger cousin Rudy. Being so openly effeminine in his body language,voice and looks, I had already planted such dirty thoughts ... Read full Story
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FAGGOT COMES OUT TO HIS WIFE!
I was married for 3 years before I finally got caught. It happened when my Filipina wife went through my notebooks and found all the gay fantasies I had been writing about. The story she found was one I had just written. It was about a young guy who applies for a modeling job at a gay magazine calle... Read full Story
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Shemale fucks guy - My gf fucks my slutty ass.
I have a shemale girlfriend & we both are in a relationship. One day, I decide to give her a visit. I'm 5'7 guy & she's 6 feet. That makes her tall & intimidating & whenever we meet, it's me who become her gf. I visit her, she takes me in. SHe pulls me towards her while giving me a deep kiss. I ... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: Heading to Work
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An Arse To Die For
I'd arrived in Honolulu in the early evening from Sydney and got a cab straight to my brother-in-law's apartment on Kuhio, which he'd lent me for a fortnight while he was up in Europe on business. It's in an ideal situation, a couple of blocks back from all the hotels and Waikiki Beach. I slept l... Read full Story
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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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My Love Letter To Joanna Jet
I await my goddess on my knees, my heart pounding in my chest as I hear the sound of your footsteps outside my door. You knock and I spring to my feet, opening the door. You enter, pushing me aside and closing the door behind you. You are radiant, tall and curvy, with long black hair, smooth cara... Read full Story
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Big Dick Alessia Visits Dallas
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A Picture Perfect Sissy
"Holly, hold your breasts up. That's it honey. Squeeze the nipples between your fingers. Make them hard for me, sweetie." Jason lifted and pushed his soft breasts together, squeezed the small dark nipples, and hurriedly looked up to see if what he was doing was okay. He really wanted wh... Read full Story
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When mom passed my stepdad KEN was alone for 3 yrs he made comments like you need tighter shorts your hair smells pretty one day as I was Su king my friends 5 inch cock as he surf cum on my face KEN walked in my room then told my friend to leave I started to cry and he said it was ok he new i was a ... Read full Story
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My Journey and The Pleasure of Fucking a TG/CD/Sissy
I used to think I was crazy. Maybe a part of me thinks I still am. Whatever the case, I'm not going to stop, and I'm going to continue what I'm doing for a very long time. Why? Because it feels so damn good. As I sat there while my latest little Sissy slut was servicing my thick an... Read full Story
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Deflowering Latina Sissy Destiny
A real life story of my one and only time deflowering someone and being their first real encounter, I was 27 at the time and she was 21. I am absolutely convinced that Trans girls and CDs have a bit of a 6th sense when it comes to perceiving which guys are into them even in a public situation. I ... Read full Story
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Meet Barbies Sissy
Imagination and fantasy can be a wonderfulescape as I am about to relate to you but let me first set the stage. Like many, I have been crossdressing privately for many years. My desire to wear panties, stockings, garter belts, slips and bras started in my pre-teens however, I stopped for a numbe... Read full Story
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Property To Be Pimped
It had been weeks since I'd brought to light my idea of my wife, Suzie, strapping on a big dildo and taking me dressed as Desiree, the Hot to Trot Transvestite. While at first she teased me with possible participation, it never came to be, despite me bringing it up on several occasions. She really d... Read full Story
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Sissy Crissi Chapter 1
Chapter 1 -- One Dreamy Night Like most Friday nights, my roommate Erika would be gone tonight. She and her new boyfriend, Leroy, were taking off for a private weekend. Erika and I had met about two years prior, when we were introduced by a mutual friend. Being fresh off a divorce, I was in need ... Read full Story
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The sissy dreams
Everyday I wake up in a state , halfway between a happy sissy and a closeted white boy. My mind is constantly trapped in that state. Suffering in silence, the people in my life seem to be oblivious to it, I have it well hid. 48 years of fist fights and weed, long hair and leather coats, Oilfield job... Read full Story
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Samantha sissy TGTF
Theme and genre of the story: The genre is about gender bender, futanari, gay, physical transformations of the body, magic and biology, the kink in particular that must excite in the story is the perversion of the transformation of the body and mind through a magical element that manipulates biol... Read full Story
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Zoe procures a sissy..Chapter 1.
Zoe Viper sat back on her sofa extremely pleased with how her Friday night was shaping up. Wearing lace top stockings,a tight,black,latex miniskirt with a red satin corset and elbow length,black latex gloves,she took a drag on her blunt. Blowing out the smoke through perfectly painted red lips,she... Read full Story
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A Sissy (S)exercise Fantasy
I stopped going to the gym about six months ago, when money got tight and I had to find ways to reduce my expenses. I usually don't get to the gym much in the spring or summer months anyway, so it was an easy expense to cut. I hate going into the office all sweaty, so I avoid working out in the morn... Read full Story
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Seattle Weekend Part 2
I awakened to the smell of coffee and this beautiful silhouette of a girl standing at the window watching sunrise. I could see through her lingerie the beautiful breast and nipples, and the silhouette of her TG butt which was so sexy looking I was getting hard. I joined Gwen at the window wrapping m... Read full Story
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Hot Slutty Sissy
Hello, It’s me, and. I am about to make a big decision and right now I am dedicated to my fantasy. I got a call today from one of my ex boyfriends. I got so horny when I heard his voice that my nipples turn to steel. My titties seem to respond to the sound of his vibrating baritone. I couldn’t refu... Read full Story
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New Job, New Life as as Sissy Slut Chapter 2
I was left lying on the floor, my face completely covered in cum. I was wearing lingerie and a dog collar and I had just been fucked long and hard by my "boss." My virginity had been forcefully taken. The thing is that I loved it. I loved being manhandled by this muscular man and I really ... Read full Story
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The first sex! A dream for a little sissy slut!
We decided to meet at your place, I enter quickly and immediately go into the bathroom to get ready for our spicy evening. I'm already shaved and wearing stockings, leopard print panties matching bra. In the rush I'm doing makeup, I get dressed in little black dress, barely covering my bum! I put a ... Read full Story
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Daddys Bride-to-be
Daddy rings my doorbell. I was waiting impatiently for him, dressed appropriately...today is a special day...today I promise daddy to marry his cock. I am dressed in a silky white wedding dress. Very short and tight, with shiny beads and pearls, along with a veil covering my face, and long white ... Read full Story
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Desiree and Big John
It had been only a week since I'd introduced "Desiree, the Hot to Trot Transvestite" to my girlfriend Suzie, leaving me not a bit surprised that she chose not to spend the very next weekend at my place. While she hadn't freaked out, she was concerned I was gay since I was so convincing but... Read full Story
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A Sissy Boy is Made
By any measuring stick Greg Martin was a wimp, and a very submissive wimp at that. His wife of 14 years, Jaclyn, had discovered this even before the two of them were married. Actually, Jaclyn wouldn't have taken a second look at Greg, as most women didn't, had it not been for his submissive nature. ... Read full Story
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Pounded to submission part1
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David to Dee Chapter 2
His nipples had grown considerably over the last two months. Gina had been putting those little nipple suckers on him twice a day. Dave wouldn't be going to the gym anymore. Well, it had been a long time since he'd gone to the gym, anyway. Since Gina had had him shave his entire body, last spring... Read full Story
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I Love To Love You
I Love To Love You Baby By Sabrina G. Langton Author's note: I have published this story on two other sites. I always said it was slightly aurobiographical, but reading it back it is a pretty accurate account of my summer of '88. There are only 3 things that I changed. 2 are itsy bitsy tiny deta... Read full Story
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Tgirl trained to be the town whore to serve ALL Black men
A few years back I spent time on and off with several shall we say more dominating types of gentlemen One of them, who for this I shall call Leroy, just loved when we got together to make me totally helpless. It was our 6th or 7th meeting. Leroy and i had been chatting on Yahoo and when he f... Read full Story
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Addicted to Candy
Almost two long weeks had passed since my first meeting with my new slave Candy. Our first encounter was special and my sexy new sub had not left my mind since he walked out of my door. His juicy ass and hard thick cock have filled my thoughts each day since. I had found myself wildly attracted to C... Read full Story
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I met the mature dominant couple that I now call Mummy & Daddy on the internet. Their ad said they were looking for a full-time live-in mature sissy plaything. After we made contact they invited me to their house. I was instructed to bring any sissy clothes with me and to refrain from orgasm for... Read full Story
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How it started
What got me started off watching shemale porn was actually meeting a very beautiful shemale at a beach party. I already knew she was a guy but she was so beautiful. So at one point I asked her if she wanted to go for a walk and after a few minutes and let her know that I was down. Her response was ... Read full Story
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Sissy and Horses
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag 2: At the Apartment
This is Part 2 to the article I wrote called "Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club." In that story I explained how I am 41 but look, feel and sound younger, that I shave myself smooth and like dressing in gurly panties and other female clothes to be a sissy femboy for older guys. A guy I met on ... Read full Story
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Uncle sweet Lover
Uncle Barney called me this morning and wanted me to keep my evening free. He wanted to meet me at the motel with a surprise for me. I was so excited and could hardly wait. I had to decide on something to wear, but when I thought about it, I realized that I wanted to wear something special. He would... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut Reunion
Rob had moved back to town and called me. He had just moved into his new place and he wanted me to come by and talk. I knew what he really wanted from the tone of his voice, because I wanted it too. He said he had been thinking and dreamed about me the whole time he was away. My spirits lifted and ... Read full Story
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Sissify Your Boyfriend Manual - transation
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The Seductive Seed of a Tranny MILF
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TG Neighbor
With Christmas and New Year’s over, the weather here in Florida has become cooler, 45 degrees last night and it will be in the mid-sixties for the rest of the week. We live in a sub-division right off the waterway, very private. My neighbor usually comes down around Christmas and stays until tax ti... Read full Story
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Black Love: Transsexual Edition
My name is Steve Vincent. A big and tall young Black man living in the city of Brockton, Massachusetts. Currently, I'm a graduate student at the University of Massachusetts in downtown Boston. When I'm not in class, I work for the Department of Corrections. I'm openly bisexual, and love to have fun.... Read full Story
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The Society
I met her during the summer. I was only nineteen and working to save some money for college. I had been raised by my grandparents who had both passed away over the past year. After the burial costs I was far from wealthy. My parents weren't around so I was on my own at a young age. I had moved a cou... Read full Story
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My 1st Time was Not the Only Time.
One late night after hitting the slopes and partying I left my friends birthday party feeling extra horny. It was about 6 or 7 in the morning now and after having no luck finding an escort I responded to an ad on craigslist posted by a trans woman. I figured two things, this dick isn't going to suck... Read full Story
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