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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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MY Party Favor Fantasy
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Chapter 2 – Taking the Next Step Into Depravity Michael hardly got any sleep that night. When he did his dreams were filled with images of Jenny and her large penis. He tossed and turned in frustration. As he rolled over for what felt like the thousandth time he was blinded by the sunlight that h... Read full Story
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My 11 Sex Bucket List and 6 Sexual Habits
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I recently moved from Thailand to UK. I am living in the UK on a working holiday visa and earning some money. During my time in the UK, I have noticed that Asian guys are very attracted to older British guys. I have been with 3 men in the last 2 months and their ages are 40, 55 and 61 respe... Read full Story
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* Sorry for the poor writing but since it is the summer and I am taking sometime off to reflect before starting school next year I thought I would write up about what had happened to me the summer before. It is currently a work in progress and if spot any spelling mistakes or errors feel free to cor... Read full Story
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Theme and genre of the story: The genre is about gender bender, futanari, gay, physical transformations of the body, magic and biology, the kink in particular that must excite in the story is the perversion of the transformation of the body and mind through a magical element that manipulates biol... Read full Story
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SUBMISSA, ADESTRADA E BEM ALIMENTADA POR UM MACHO DOTADO parte 1
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SUBMISSA, ADESTRADA E BEM ALIMENTADA POR UM MACHO DOTADO parte 2
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Flowers in the Heart Part 2
Chapter 1 "Hey Scott, Fauna kind of likes you," Jenna said, snickering. "Hey Jenna, it hard to hear yourself over that echo?" Scott said as he caught the football, and then heaved it back to Ronnie. "Huh?" Jenna asked, puzzled. "Yeah, your head up your ... Read full Story
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Mandy Awakens Dave's Desires
We had been flirting across the bar for several weeks at this point. She was just so easy to talk to. Although she wasn't stunningly beautiful, she was quite attractive. Mandy is about 5'2" or so, 110 pounds. She has a light complexion to go with her strawberry blond hair, which she wear... Read full Story
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Would You
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag 2: At the Apartment
This is Part 2 to the article I wrote called "Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club." In that story I explained how I am 41 but look, feel and sound younger, that I shave myself smooth and like dressing in gurly panties and other female clothes to be a sissy femboy for older guys. A guy I met on ... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: You're Hired
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Chinese Extremes Part 4
The ride to Master's residence was completely uneventful for Lien. The whole way she lay in the trunk of his limousine, hooded and gagged, with her legs strapped together and her arms secured with the armbinder. The trip may have been uneventful, but Lien wasn't bored. She spent the whole trip fanta... Read full Story
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Teacher Student Confidentiality
It was raining cats and dogs outside as Ms. Catherine Walker (Cat by her friends) graded her Accelerated Integrated Geometry test scores. Her was long and flowing and her sweater was purposely pulled low to embarrass the male teachers with her cleavage. Her cock twitched as she shifted her leg to a ... Read full Story
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Busted and Hoodwinked
INTRODUCTION Mack and Barry were cell mates in prison which is where they first met. They had both been convicted of burglary and breaking and entering. The befriended each other while in prison and became lovers. Barry was gay and Mack became a bisexual during their time in the same cell. Mack a... Read full Story
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I met John on the swinger site AdultFriendFinder. He was everything I was looking for: old, in his late 60s, and not rich, but financially stable and independent, owning a ranch that has been in his family for generations. Maybe he could become the Sugar Daddy I am looking for? I am a shaved-smooth ... Read full Story
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Sultry Mistress,
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3. ΣΥΝΕΧΕΙΑ ΝΟ 3
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My wonderful life with Patl : The dinner
Hello All, Since Pat told me to serve her fully naked i was/i am really keen to back home and to make her happy. One day she told me, I hate to see you so hairy, I would like you will be fully shaved. I will be very happy to have your cock, balls and ass smooth as a baby skin. I will shav... Read full Story
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HE DIDN'T KNOW I WAS TRANS...
I'd worn an absolutely killer dress just to make sure I got what I was looking for that night. Dancing under the lights I could feel eyes all over me, and as the evening progressed men became bolder and bolder about approaching. This one was athletic, sexy and had all the right dance moves, at least... Read full Story
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Case of the Jealous Transsexual Chapter 1
I met her on a free amateur’s web site. I have to admit that I was not particularly looking for a transsexual at the time. I had posted some naked pictures of myself on the site and had been going through the tons of emails that I had gotten in response when I ran across Dee as she called hers... Read full Story
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Emily and Steve Part 9
Over the next few weeks things really started to settle in at work. Emily was being more than accepted, she was being lauded. Emily, feeling much more comfortable as a woman, started being a much better worker. The quality of work that Emily was producing was far superior to Mike's work. She was fea... Read full Story
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Double penetration in Vegas
On a trip to Los Vegas for my Birthday we had a great time. Same old shit, we won and lost, saw all the sites and a few shows. The last night we were there however we were BORED…. That being said and knowing US, We took a stroll around the hotel. Maxx was checking out all the hot women in the... Read full Story
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Danielle Works a Saturday
It had been a few months since his wife left him. Well "ex-wife" as the divorce had been recently finalized. It was her choice; she walked out on *him*. She said she got tired of "Danielle", even though she was entirely responsible for Danielle's "birth" to begin with. ... Read full Story
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Transsexual Cheerleader
Transsexual Cheerleader Marcus, the football team quarterback, was well known at the university as the "most datable on campus", and he had had his share of women. From the nice virginly freshman, to the hottest senior whores. It was no wonder that he was so popular. 6'4, 240 pounds of pur... Read full Story
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Tipping Point -- Chapter 1: Blow by Blow
Chapter 1: Blow by Blow October 12th Thursday evening. Tick, tick tick... the minutes pass by while Nick lies on his back, staring at the white ceiling fan that hovers above. He raises his head, bats his eye lashes, and yawns. His long, wavy, auburn hair falls down his back with small curls. ... Read full Story
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Fem Firm 3: The Return Of Frankie
PART 1 THE VISITOR Over the next couple of months, it was pretty much business as usual at the Firm. You know, depositions, court filings, motions, hot sloppy blow jobs and ass destroying anal sex (Thanks Angela!).Not to mention Friday Fuckfests. But since I started working here everyone se... Read full Story
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I first met Holli at the gymnasium of our apartment complex. Since it was around 6:00 am on a Sunday morning, I didn’t expect to see anyone that early. At first just like we all do, the customary good morning, small talk, and it usually stops there, but there was just something that drew my attentio... Read full Story
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Darla's Diary: Slutfest 1993
Vacation Day One At last!! Another fantastic two weeks of freedom...the freedom to do as I pleased and dress as I pleased because it was my VACATION TIME!!! This year was better than other years because it was the first time my wife and I had two weeks vacation each. Just like she does every othe... Read full Story
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My new Life with Pat. Part 2
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After that encounter with Alicia, I kept a low profile. I was paranoid incase her husband was coming after me. But, one thing I did know, was that I didn't want to get into anything that complicated again. I also knew that Stephanie was ready for some more fun with a man. I'd lived out a fantasy wit... Read full Story
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Danielle's First Time
Danielle was born in the winter to 1976, but she was born a male by the name of Daniel. Daniel looked like a normal male child aside from liking girly things. Whenever Daniel would play dress-up he'd always dress in his mother's or his aunt's clothes and his parents thought that was cute until Danie... Read full Story
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A different couple
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