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2nd date with Latina Sissy Destiny
So this was my second time with Destiny, a really cool Latina CD/Sissy who had just turned 22. You might want to read my first goaround with her title, “Deflowering Latina Sissy Destiny” as it will give background and context here. After our first encounter, she signaled that she was definitely... Read full Story
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Please read the initial story to get proper context. I spent a 9-day vacation in the Philippines with a sexy and super sweet 34-year old Filipina Ladyboy I met online and developed a relationship with before traveling to meet her. It was the first and only time to visit the Philippines. Less t... Read full Story
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I had said good bye to her at her door and drove home. I got home at a decent hour and went to bed. The following day at soccer practice, I could only think about how wild a time we had together and began fantasizing about the whole affair when my cell phone went off. To my surprise, it was Kim s... Read full Story
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Every time I'm in Frankfurt, a visit to Lisa is a must. She has a small apartment near the old opera house. You can always reach her pretty quickly. I call her and she answers straight away. I say hello Lisa, I've been to your place before and she answers in a friendly way, so you know where to go. ... Read full Story
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag 2: At the Apartment
This is Part 2 to the article I wrote called "Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club." In that story I explained how I am 41 but look, feel and sound younger, that I shave myself smooth and like dressing in gurly panties and other female clothes to be a sissy femboy for older guys. A guy I met on ... Read full Story
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Ivana Pushing Sissy's Limits
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My first BBC experience
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Looking-Glass Ladyboy
I was taking a walk to stay--all right; I'll admit it--to get in shape, when I saw the "Going Out of Business" sign in the second-hand furniture store a block north of my condo. I wasn't in the market for anything, new or used, but I can't resist a bargain, and what was better for finding ... Read full Story
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Florida TG Experience
I had known Jan from High School, we always had an attraction for each other but were dating someone else or married at the time. Jan had actually married a friend of mine and I was envious of course. She at that time had sandy blonde hair, and a body to die for. One evening we had them over for dr... Read full Story
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Ladyboy Switch Story
I am messed up with how I feel about this. I still love looking at women. I love tits and arse. I like the soft feel of women – kissing them and feeling their bodies. I don’t look at men in public and get turned on – men with clothes on do nothing for me. Put me somewhere that I can see those same m... Read full Story
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The best sex I will ever have!
I only have this to say about dating a T Girl! i have been in a long distance relationship with an Asian T girl from Toronto. I have been seeing her and dating her steady since then! I love her to DEATH! She is the most sensual and sexual person I have ever known! The first time we met...she gave... Read full Story
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Learning how to deep throat Part 2
Looking up at me from her kneeling position she said 'you aren't to let me choke my self on your cock, but you get the idea.' She stood up, I knelt down, she reminded 'make a fist with your thumb inside and squeeze tight, you will be able to take my cock in you mouth and possible your throat. I f... Read full Story
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Exotic Escapades Chapter 3
The smell of wood and coffee filled the quiet house as Tammy slowly picked herself up from a plush couch. Daggers of sunlight blinded her eyes as she eventually got on her two feet. Her body ached, and she noticed a small pink bandage on her left leg. The terror and pain of last night shook her as s... Read full Story
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TG Neighbor
With Christmas and New Year’s over, the weather here in Florida has become cooler, 45 degrees last night and it will be in the mid-sixties for the rest of the week. We live in a sub-division right off the waterway, very private. My neighbor usually comes down around Christmas and stays until tax ti... Read full Story
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Wet & Messy Sex
It was the text I'd been waiting for for ages. 'I'm back.' it said. Anish, one of the kinkiest guys I've ever met had finally decided to return to his holiday home, just a few minutes away from where I live. He's a well off Asian businessman and has a lovely place to entertain. It's been a while sin... Read full Story
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Chicago TG Romance (part 2)
As you must read part one of this story, one of the most interesting and attractive T-girls I have met is sleeping beside me in my motel room after a wonderful evening of being together. Beth awakened around 4am and got up to go to the bathroom. She was brushing her teeth and heard me stirring, I di... Read full Story
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Be My Bitch
After a long day at work, I get in my car, and look forward to the long drive home. It gives me time to unwind and relax. I try to forget about the hectic office and concentrate on my beautiful girlfriend waiting at home with that warm smile that she greets me with when I get there. However, tod... Read full Story
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My first Gloryhole Experience
I recently found out online that the restrooms of an old bar in my neighborhood were being used as glory holes. I was able to easily find the other person via messenger, and at the appointed time, I entered one of the stalls and was waiting for him. After about 30 minutes, he walked into the s... Read full Story
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The Dinner Party
The clock above the kitchen sink read 7:48 when I heard the metallic snap of Aya's key unlocking the front door. I opened the oven door and was rewarded with a blast of steam that smelled like a lazy August afternoon, all rich garden spices and earthy head. Inside was a boxy cookie sheet covered in ... Read full Story
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Shawshank affair
Courtrooms can be a scary place. They smell like older leather, the wood paneling has been polished with oil and each sound penetrates your body like a loud smack from a cap pistol, which echoes in the forest, especially the gavel smacking on a block from the Judge. I felt strongly that I would be f... Read full Story
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Best Fuck of My Life
This is a 100% true story of the best fuck of my life. It happened almost 2 years ago. I had gotten back into dressing after a very long time. I work very hard at being as passable as possible and it really seemed to work on this particular night. Here's the story. I got all dolled up in one o... Read full Story
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Uncle sweet Lover
Uncle Barney called me this morning and wanted me to keep my evening free. He wanted to meet me at the motel with a surprise for me. I was so excited and could hardly wait. I had to decide on something to wear, but when I thought about it, I realized that I wanted to wear something special. He would... Read full Story
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Crossdresser At XXX Movie
It was hot and the sun felt like it was going to melt me. I was walking home from work. I never drive that much and I just got off the bus for a fast beer. I walked past this XXX Movie house and thought what the fuck, it has air and it is so hot. So in I go. I should say that I'm somewhat Bi. Tha... Read full Story
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Abducted and Turned Out Chapter 2
2: Fun time So, after I blew the guy downstairs and told him to come and knock on my door and pay me to blow him again anytime, I went up and took a long hot shower and put on a nighty and went to sleep. I slept surprisingly well considering I had just spent a long night out selling my ass. I tho... Read full Story
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First Time Having Sex With A Shemale
Ok let's begin so I was walking down the street going to the store one day I saw a woman and her daughter moving into a house they had some heavy boxes that they need help with. At first I thought she was white girl but when I got closer to them they we're Asian becuase i only saw the back and they ... Read full Story
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Me and 2 black men
Hello again this is EvA…I am a 40 year old tranny. I do not consider my self a crossdresser anymore, because I am doing that for so long that I have been transformed to a very sexy and feminine ladyboy. I have been taking also hormones for 4 years, on and off and I already saw many changes&he... Read full Story
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Groped on the Bus
In real life I do not crossdress in public, I am not yet comfortable being my true transgirl self, I wear normal men's clothes and I look like a guy. So I look very different from my persona here. So...there I was standing among dozens of strangers at a bus stop. I kept looking up from my phone ... Read full Story
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A Perfect Pandemic: A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time
A Perfect Pandemic A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time A Novelette by Alexandra Rios Text Copyright Reserved © August, 2021 Dedication Transgender Day of Remembrance is a solemn occasion. I am offering “A Perfect Pandemic” for free as an antidote to the fear, phobia, discrimination, d... Read full Story
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Lola Chapter 2
Lola Chapter 2: A couple? It wasn't as if we were together. We had jerked off together once, and of course we slept in separate rooms, but I slept restlessly that night. Dreamed something scary that I couldn't remember in the morning. I didn't have work scheduled that day so I took it easy. When ... Read full Story
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Inmediatamente despues
Luego de que el termino en mi nalga, todavía con la sensación de placer que teníamos los dos, me beso tiernamente y me pregunto donde quedaba el baño. Yo todavía de rodillas en el sofá, pase mi mano izquierda sobre mi nalga y sentí el semen que mi macho había depositado sobre mi y lo trate de recoge... Read full Story
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Additional Thoughts on Sodomy
Although, in the world (or worlds?) of pornography and erotica, it is politically incorrect, perhaps, to suggest that the body, whether male or female, is not built for anal intercourse, the fact is that anyone who has participated in this act (especially on the receiving end) or who has enjoyed wat... Read full Story
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Sissie Slut's Windows of Womanhood
I flash back to my first time with a grownup adult at the tender age of16 . I was so nervous now that we were here in the motel room. I was nervous for so many reasons. I lied to my family and told them I was staying at a friend’s house. Instead, I'm here with Mr. Joey in a motel room and he was my... Read full Story
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Rob had moved back to town and called me. He had just moved into his new place and he wanted me to come by and talk. I knew what he really wanted from the tone of his voice, because I wanted it too. He said he had been thinking and dreamed about me the whole time he was away. My spirits lifted and ... Read full Story
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My sweetheart Keith is back from his road trip and we were about to make up for lost time. He didn’t even want me to fix dinner. Instead he said that we would order pizza later. Meanwhile we started making out right there on the couch. We were both horny and anxious to get next to each other. I felt... Read full Story
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I’m so emotional today. I haven’t been able to spend quality time with my bf in weeks. Let me explain. Me and my girlfriend both work from home now so I haven’t been able to get away for long to see my side nigga. Today was supposed to be the day we actually got to spend the day together. My girlfri... Read full Story
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DATES NUITS
My wife, Denise, and I have been happily married for over 10 years. Over the years, we have enjoyed a vibrant and adventurous sex life. As we've grown in our marriage, we have become very open and honest about our sexual fantasies and desires. Through the years, we have come to realize that my w... Read full Story
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Jane from Guess Bar
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Devon, it turned out, was a complete gentleman. The accent i couldn’t place was a hybred of south London in the UK and the Caribbean. He’d been in the states for a few years after being spotted as a student, modelling for some extra cash. He’d greeted me on the veranda like an old friend, a hug an... Read full Story
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Having an open mind and saying yes to a TS friends' idea has lead me to discover things I never even knew about myself. I’ve always been into kink, but my adventures as a CD have shown Me that I have filthy perverse cravings to satisfy with people I’ve yet to meet. I enjoy transsexual escorts and th... Read full Story
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The Backdoor
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ROBERTO’S SECRET by Spanky De Bautumn
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Amber
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